I am new to this site today. I was totally amazed when I started pulling stuff up on-line about balls of light, and orbs. I am so excited there are people out there like me that see this stuff too! I started seeing things like a big floating head in my room at night when I was about 10.
My Great Grandmother had recently passed away & I don't know if it's related or not, but that's when all this started. It was kind of like a head shaped cloud. I still see them but they are more like circles now. I saw some red ones the other night, I am 40 now. I have been seeing this stuff most of my life and like everyone else, I am used to it. Although being used to it doesn't mean that it doesn't scare me a lot when I wake up & it is right above my face! Almost every time I try and wake up my partner of 15 yrs, but of course he never sees it. He sleeps very heavy and never quite wakes up. I always panic, can't move... Almost frozen before I finally start to sit up and start breathing hard and saying my partners name to wake up! He just tells me to go back to sleep. I am not terrified, just panicking a little.
When I was younger I would yell for my Mom and my family knew I was seeing this stuff. They pretty much laughed it off, and I finally quit trying to tell people because I was starting to feel crazy. It's weird, I have never seen a full body ghost, just floating clouds or circles or shapes moving around in my room at night. It's always that I am woken up and when I see it, it moves away & goes into the wall or hovers for a minute and disappears. I also have wondered guardian angel? Spirit guide, or just a spirit? I feel special in a way that I can see them, but in a way I wish could see more. Well, then I just go back into the feeling that maybe I shouldn't dig too deep into this because I don't want to be frightened even more. I don't feel like the orbs I see are mean, more like they are watching over me. I have tons of pics where they are all around me. Looks like faces in them, they are perfect circles, some real big & others very tiny. It has been with all kinds of different cameras for years. This is awesome being able to talk about this with people that have similar stories.
Oh, and recently I have thought I heard someone saying my name over my shoulder and I get a cold chill on the back of my neck & no one there. Maybe happened 3 or 4 times in the last year. But I never had that happen when I was younger. I am wondering if I draw them somehow? They seem to be attracted to me & I wonder if they are my 3 Grand parents as well? Also, I had an experience when I was living in a new house and I was walking up the stairs and I saw man standing at the top of the stairs, only it wasn't his whole body, it was like there was swinging doors and his head was above them. He was like Egyptian looking with a turban and real real dark eyes with dark circles under them and he had a mean look and I was scared and screamed and stood there until my partner came out of the bedroom to get me. That was the only time I was ever frightened to the point of being terrified! And that is the only time I have ever seen one when I wasn't woken up from my sleep. It was very weird seeing that being wide awake before I went to bed. Any comments or similar stories you might have I would love to hear them!