I have this feeling inside me, I can't explain it. A draw. A sensitivity to nature and certain music, nearly everything occult. It's overwhelming. I don't just dream of events or images or colors, but emotions and feeling. Sometimes I get this feeling that I'm not alone, I get it a lot actual. Music, art, images, nature, people, thoughts, stories, etc., all have a strong affect on me. For example, just thinking about this stuff fills me with this feeling, a mixture of emotions, an explosion.
I promise I'm not being over dramatic, its so intense I don't know whether to laugh or cry or what. I can get a sense of someones character immediately or their intentions. When I get a bad vibe, something always happens. I get a sense that something will happen, in my chest, nervous, anxious, suddenly upset, limbs feel weird, sometimes sick, and sometimes its so extreme it makes me want to cry for no reason. It can be a real buzz kill. Other times it is the opposite of this, light and joyous and free. Or seeing something, like nature for example, beautiful, makes me want to cry its so touching. My dreams are often very strange. I see things in my head. Am I just crazy? I just don't want to make it something its not or ignore it if it is something. Sudden emotions, feelings, intuition, sensitivity... What is this?