I'm not sure what I am, or what abilities I have, having recently just came to terms with the fact that I have abilities. I have had lots of different experiences happen to me, I'm not sure what I am, what I have or how to develop it, any ideas would help. So let me tell you about some of the things that have happened to me.
When I was conceived my parents lived in NC and moved to NY before I was even born. When I was about 15 years old my mom and I were talking and she told me that they lived in NC, I was able to describe the house, not just the outside but the entire layout from where the furniture was to the sliding glass doors. Up until that point I never even knew that they lived in NC but I was able to see the house my mom was in while she was pregnant with me. (My family doesn't believe in anything supernatural so my mom dismissed it and said I must have asked someone about it and was playing a trick on her)
I have seen spirits on many occasions, and when I lived in NY I saw shadows and spirits regularly. I also told my parents about a spirit that was living in our home, they never believed me but I sensed him and heard him. Now that I moved out and to AZ they are having strange things happen and are coming around to the idea of supernatural.
I pick up on people's emotions very well, I can look into someone's eyes and know what they are feeling, occasionally I can see something a burden that they carry something that has happened in their life that had a large impact, but they desperately try and hide it. I have this happen with strangers as well as friends, I can tell them things about themselves they don't even realize. I was able to tell my friend about something that happened to him when he was eight, which he had forgotten all about, but subconsciously it was effecting him greatly.
I can see auras at times, someone will come into my work and I can see the swirling mass of color around them.
I have dreams where I see things through someone elses eyes, I'm there and present, but I see everything from their perspective. Sometimes its simple and I have seen conversations as they transpire, or events while they are taking place. I was in a car with an old lady I could see through her eyes, driving fidgeting I felt nervous, confused, I was lost. Turns out she was lost, it was an elderly lady that had left her retirement home to take a drive, she didn't have her medication and forgotten where she was and where she was going, I saw it on the news.
I don't know what any of this is, and it's not as strong as it was when I lived in NY. I just moved to AZ a couple of years ago and have been distracted, and pushed my abilities away. Now I'm at a point in my life I want to know what I am and what I am capable of, I know I have had lots of different abilities from time to time, but I don't think I could possibly have them all and have the ability to grow them all can I?
Anyone who can help tell me how to grow these abilities or what I have even... Anything would help.