Every since I was about eleven or twelve, I've felt that there's something different about me - that I'm meant for something outside of the norm. I've felt foolish for thinking this way, because it's easier to believe that there's nothing significantly special about myself.
I'm 21 now, and I often find myself offering advice; mostly relationship advice, to my friends and family. It seems that I have complete abilities of that of a psychologist or relationship therapist, though I've never studied or been certified for anything of that sort.
Besides my seemingly good advice-giving, I've experienced my fair share of deja vu and incredibly realistic dreams. More often than anything though, I've thought about receiving a text message or phone call - and then received one immediately after. Or I've randomly thought of someone I haven't seen in a long time, only to see them that same day. I've thought about something the same time as a friend or family member, or even thought about a certain commercial only for it to play on television not ten seconds later. These things don't frighten me - just amuse me. It's my dreams that concern me.
At least once a month, since I was a child, I've had the same kind of dream. In my dream there is always a tornado (sometimes more than one) in the distance, and I feel as in I'm in grave danger. I'm always with one or more friends or family members. As I continue to have these dreams, the tornadoes seem to get either bigger, or closer to me. I've given up on interpretations of my dream, because I don't feel that I've had an issue with "overcoming destructive people or situations", and certainly not for this long! I just wonder if it ties in to any possibly psychic abilities?
Another thing that concerns me is how I sometime "feel" as if I'm being screamed at, or very sternly talked to. When I say "feel" rather than "hear", it's because its within my head... Not something external that I'm hearing with my ears. I can never make out words, but it almost seems like a group of people, both male and female, yelling in a very frightening tone. I used to hear it when I was about 16 or 17, in the mornings before I'd get ready for school. It'd be completely quiet in my room, and I'd have to turn on the tv or radio just so I could concentrate on something besides the sounds in my head. Here recently I was taking a diet drink supplement, and it seems like a few minutes after drinking one, the sounds were starting up again. This time much more faint, but I almost felt like two people. Not quite myself.
I know this has been a rather long story, but I would absolutely love some advice on all of this. I'm willing and ready to embrace whatever abilities I may have.