First I'd like to say I truly love this site, it's helped me so much on my journey which is why I'm returning to it for advice =] I'm still the same age as I was in my past posts, but once again I'd like advice on what's happening. If you've read any of my older posts than you know that I'm semi-Claircognizant and see energy in the form of either tiny white specs in the air, moving white [almost ghostlike] movements, and blinking pure white orbs.
I went to my eye doctor a few weeks ago for a contact update [I've always had boreder-line crappy vision 40/20], and he was surprised to say that my vision has improved. He said that it doesn't happen often, but it does occasionally to some people. My instant reaction was surprise because although I'd been saying for years I could focus better, but then I wondered if it happened to people who tend to see what I see. I had thought my vision was becoming better because I see more blur of energy anymore, but I guess it was the opposite. My boyfriend's theory is that my focus has improved not exactly my vision, which would make sense with the recent developments that have been happening.
I'm very used to seeing the energy around myself now, enough so that I can focus on just the energy and see almost into it. When I say into it I mean that I can see subtle movements within it and sometimes human-sized shoulders or head silhouettes. I see aura much easier now than before, sometimes the light white thin layer around my hands or outstretched arms or sometimes a bright blue. What has started to semi-scare me is the ghost-like images I see. Its as if I see a bit of the white projection for a minute or two then it fades. Other times its as if I can see a silhouette of a almost visible person, but it fades too quickly for me to discern it. Never have I actually seen a face. The white flashes around me don't scare me, though what I see at night that does. With all lights off and eyes fully adjusted, I sometimes try to see what's in the air around me, but lately I've slept with the tv on due to almost shadowlike movement. It's the opposite of the white because its dark movements around me instead. Last night was the worst. I was attempting to contact my guides through thought and I started to see very quick moving flashes around me accompanied with pressure on my chest. It was very uncomfortable, as if there was some weight on my gut. This was not the usual safe feeling my guides brought with them. Needless to say I stopped what I was doing and slept with the tv on. Also, it seems the later it is the more active things become.
I've read up theories on what these white flashes and shadows could be, but I'd very much like some feedback. I doubt the white are anything dark, but appearances can be deceiving. The shadows at night however... I know they're there even when my eyes are closed. I know its not just lapses in vision because its almost as if I can feel the sight before I see it. That sounds strange, but true. =/ I opened my eyes once after feeling something to see a shadow moving just above my shoulder.
Thank you for reading this and for any comments you may have. =] I love to hear from you about your experiences especially if we have something in common. =]