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Schizophrenia Or Reality?

 

I wasn't quite sure whether this would be completely psychic per se or ghost/entity experience, as it fits the criteria for both.

I have always been unsure whether things that could be considered psychic were such or whether I was simply schizophrenic and insane. Because I have searched up the psychology behind many of the experiences, but there are thing that just don't fit otherwise.

For as long as I could remember, I could always hear voices, whether it be people or from nature just things talking. And I usually was very lonely, as people thought I was crazy, so I would respond because mostly I would sense a similar loneliness. Around the time I was 9, I started feeling someone else in my head. Constantly, because I did have friends, but they would usually leave me. So I always felt like things or people would just leave.

The voice said that it was there to always be there. And in ways it was, and wasn't. Over the years, it grew more and more violent. Saying that it was helping me redeem for things I'd done. And possessing me, and causing me to hurt myself. And after awhile I just agreed with it and let it do what it wanted to me.

I became close with a group of friends, but at the same time not really. I'd always felt like I needed to hide that I heard this voice and went through that treatment. This lasted about 6 years.

Part way through the 3rd year of it, I felt rebellious towards the voice seeming to command my life. I ended up telling one of my friend vague details at different times, until eventually I was asking for help. I couldn't tell whether I was just mentally ill or if this thing was real and just taking advantage of me, as I had many life issues at the time. The entity would possess me and pretend to be me, thoroughly ruining the friendship I had with the person. I was terrified, because the voice kept saying my friend was going to die and it'd be my fault. Eventually it got to a point that my friend was sick of hearing me tell her I didn't remember saying or doing any of the things she said, and stopped talking to me.

I withdrew so much, away from the rest of my friends terrified that it would happen again. I wouldn't leave my house. I stopped eating and sleeping, and a part of me just wanted to die, I was afraid of hurting anyone close to me. I didn't feel control of myself.

At some point, I snapped when the voice was driving into me about it. The same pattern continued for a while until it said, I grew boring, and that it was leaving. A part of me was glad, and another was so upset, that I was being left alone again. People thought I was crazy, I still think I was crazy. Everything just felt so real, that I don't know anymore.

I still sense things, and can just communicate with either seemingly empty rooms or what I can only describe as aspects of nature. That entity hasn't appeared in well over a year, but I'm still scared of it just showing up again. My life is starting to come back together, but I still just don't know whether that was real or mental sickness.

And once again sorry if this ends up being posted on the wrong site, I've read through the guidelines for both, but this one seemed more appropriate. And I wanted another opinion on which it could be.

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mediumnick (1 stories) (27 posts)
 
8 years ago (2011-02-28)
I'm getting sick of people sending other people to doctors and every thing just listen to your child and what he or she has to say don't be ignorant. I'm really getting sick of society I really think your psychic and don't listen to other people just believe in your self
paulrhuges (6 posts)
+2
9 years ago (2010-08-20)
I agree with what has been said. Like Oracle101 said. If it were me, I'd be seeking ways to connect to a higher level spiritually. Be it your Guides, Angels, God, Light, ect. I'd be scouring the internet for methods to "ground, cleanse, shield, seek help from higher Spirit." That's not to say I know anything about anything, especially your situation. There are so many opinions on these types of topics; it's staggering. If your interested seeking links to all sorts of web resources I've compiled a bunch on my web site. If you want some reading material try these pages. I've been trying to compile lists of links for myself for personal reasons. Some of which you might find useful. I dunno. I wish I knew how to help more. ~Hugs

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Adaryn7 (6 stories) (460 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-08-19)
It doesn't sound like schizophrenia to me, either. I'm so sorry you had to go through this experience.

Do you practice meditation and shielding? If not, I recommend you take it up. PathR is also right, you need to get in contact with your Guides. I think you are very sensitive to the spirit world, but you are far too open and unprotected.

I hope that you can put your life back together now. Remember, it is YOUR body and no entity has the right to abuse it.

Peace and blessings
Adaryn7
CoyoteGirl (1 stories) (8 posts)
+1
9 years ago (2010-08-19)
schizophrenia doesn't just vanish, and normally starts in young adulthood. Also if it was schizophrenia it wouldn't have went away when it said it was going away.

I sometimes have entities come to me, but they talk to me in my head, if they are being mean or something, I ask God or Saint Michael to get rid of them for me, and they usually do. I'm not religious, I only believe in them because I have come into contact with Saint Michael. I would assume they would do the same for anyone else, also I get more results asking Saint Michael to get rid of the bad entities than I do God, if that helps, in case it comes back or another one comes.

I don't think you're schizophrenic. The things being said to you meet the criteria, but the fact it left doesn't, and the disorder doesn't go away. The symptoms can be made less severe or even appear to be gone if you are taking medicine for it and it's the right medicine for you. Schizophrenia also doesn't have times where you don't have control of yourself and don't remember things. Those would be symptoms of another psychiatric disorder, but that doesn't mean you have that either. It seems more likely that you were dealing with a negative entity; ask Saint Michael (if you don't believe in him, I'm not trying to make you or anything, I'm just suggesting what works for me, so I apologize if it seems that way) to remove a negative entity if one returns, if it goes away then it's probably an entity, or try burning sage (which if the entity is to strong that might not work) to get rid of it.

Hope this helps.
Oracle101 (2 stories) (506 posts)
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9 years ago (2010-08-18)
Hearing spirits and inner voices can often be misdiagnosed as Schizophrenia (I have done extensive research into the differences since I have studied psychology and philosophy my entire life). ("Voices" is an interesting novel on this subject.)

There is a big difference between hearing voices, demon possession, channelling, spirit possession, hearing your inner voice, hearing your Guides, and being able to communicate with the deceased and/or predicting events.

Your Guides and Angels will never ever ask you to do anything bad or harmful.

If you are ready to communicate with the voices, it is important to first have the protection of your Angels and the guidance of your Guides. They generally appear as an inner voice, or in dreamstate, but you never fear them. Whereas ghosts, entities, and spirits can often seem spooky in the way they make contact, and can be selfish or devious.

I suggest you make contact with your Guides before assisting these spirits who come to you. Do you know how to contact your Guides?

Oracle101, Psychic and Medium for 43 years

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