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Suddenly I'm Psychic


It was March 15 and I was a sophomore in high school. I was on my way to my Foods and Nutrition class, (home ect.) and I just got this horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach. It felt as if something was wrong or about to go wrong, but I went to class and finished out the rest of the day. I went home and my mother was standing at the door and I asked her if everything was ok. And she said yes, I then asked if Dad was ok and she said yes again. Then I told her about this feeling and went inside to call friends to check if they were ok, and everyone I talked to was fine. So I did my homework and got ready for my dance class.

I walked into the elementary school that I had gone to years prior and met up with one of my oldest friends and told her about this sinking feeling I couldn't shake. She just looked at me dumbfounded, I then asked her what was wrong. She said that she wasn't supposed to say anything but our friend Steve was in the hospital and had a mental break. And I just looked at her wide eyed and just figured that was it. It started when he was supposed to be in the class with me and I thought he was just skipping class to smoke cigarettes and play his guitar. But the feeling didn't pass, I finished out my dance class and went home and went to sleep.

The next day I woke up and went to school and still had that feeling of dread throughout the day, and when I got home from school my mom told me that one of my brother's friends had died. My brother is several years older than me and hadn't been home for a while so it didn't make much sense for me to have this feeling. It was my brother's birthday on March 16 so it could possibly explain the weird feelings I was having, but it still didn't pass.

The next day was a Friday, I was signed up to go on this catholic retreat thing that everyone older than I in my family had either worked on or had gone on, so it was now my turn to find out what this was all about. I went to school and actually felt better. I was called into the school counselor's office for some reason and I talked to her about what had been going on in my life. I complained mostly because that's what 16 year old girls are best at, and then on my free period I went off campus to McDonalds with my friends.

When we returned I ran into a friend of the family and smiled and said hi. I didn't think about how out of place she was at the high school when both of her sons had been out of high school and in college since before I even entered high school. She told me that she was sent to pick me up that my father was in the hospital, and I needed to grab my stuff and go. The feeling of dread was replaced by a whole number of emotions and these were actually tangible. My father had a stroke and I felt it coming for 3 days.

Since then I haven't had much of anything like that happen. From time to time I get that feeling but when nothing happens I let it go. Over the past couple of years things have changed, instead of getting that gut wrenching feeling I have these lucid train of thoughts that end up happening. For example New Year's eve 2005 I was baby sitting my niece and nephew so my parents could go out, my boyfriend came up from home and we drank some beer and played video games waiting for the ball to drop. As soon as the ball dropped and while we were doing the midnight make-out, I thought to myself the kids are going to start crying. Sure enough almost as soon as I was done with the thought, both kids started crying.

Another thing that happened that was kind of spooky and turned me off to just about anything "supernatural" was when I was living with my parents during the winter of 2005 through the spring of 2006. I worked in a camera shop and there was an on going joke that the store was cursed because everyone who worked there had bad things happen to them. One person had to have his gallbladder removed at 25. The manager of the store almost lost her house, one girl had chronic pain from a car accident she was in. One guy hurt his knee and another girl hurt her knee as she was coming into work one day.

While I was printing I made a joke to myself that nothing had happened to me and nobody had died yet I guess that is next. I laughed to myself and continued printing. A few days later I was up late watching tv and I went into this lucid trance-like state where I couldn't see what was going on on the television. I was in a room full of people and I knew it was awake and I knew it was for someone in my family. Everybody was dressed in black, men were in suits and ties. I then tried to think about who this was for, each name of someone in my family came up and each one I passively dismissed until I came to my brother Kallif. And that was it, I knew that it was his wake. Then the emotion that washed over me was strange, there was no sadness in my vision only comfort and happiness to see my family. Aunts Uncles cousins nieces nephews, friends neighbors, all there. As soon as the emotion came it left and I was back in my bedroom watching tv, eyes wide open, definitely not asleep.

I didn't think much of it because sometimes I disappear inside my head from time to time lost in my thoughts. I went to sleep and didn't think about it again until January 2 2006 after midnight when I answered a phone call.

My brother had died, and I felt that because of my reaction in my vision. How I actually looked forward to it somehow so I can see family I haven't seen in years. The only thing that I could think after hearing the news was that I made it happen. That somehow my optimism about it made it happen. If I had just felt some kind of pain while I was in my vision it wouldn't have happened. I now know that it couldn't possibly be my fault, but I do wonder sometimes.

Since then it's taken me a while to get back into the kinds of things that I used to be interested in, mostly spiritual. I haven't had any visions but I do see white lights now, or maybe I'm just noticing it now. They look like pinpoint lights that appear and disappear as quickly as it appeared, and they can show up any time of day or night. I saw one while I was in an interview for a job right above the girl's head. I wanted to say something to her but I didn't want to come off crazy so I kept it to myself. I ended up getting the job too. One time I was in the darkroom changing paper and I saw a pinpointed light at the exact moment I was thinking about my brother. Can anyone tell me what these lights mean for sure?

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tara (guest)
16 years ago (2007-11-02)
I don't know what this is but one day I was at church and my pastor was preaching and I saw a white cloud on top of his head and I asked other people did they see it and they said no so I don't know what this mean.
Katie (guest)
16 years ago (2007-10-17)
I just know when my dreams and when there not real and going to happen in real life. I can't explain but I know when there going to happen or not. Just depending on the dream I have. I can have dreams about a future event , spirit world or a weird one which don't mean nothing
. I have all different kind of dreams
hotandcold (5 stories) (218 posts)
16 years ago (2007-10-16)
Sometimes you know its not a dream, just because. You don't know why, I suppose it's just because it seems to real. But sometimes, you don't have a clue, Sadly.
bornundervenus (2 stories) (17 posts)
16 years ago (2007-10-16)
How do you know when its not just a dream? Because I have lots of dreams about all kinds of things. The times I get deja vu I then realize they weren't just dreams. For instance I had a dream that I drove up to the city I went to college at and someone I knew asked me to marry them for a particuar reason (don't remember) and we were going to get married on a cruise but the wedding band all got murdered on the boat. Like I said before sometimes its just my brain spinning the hampster wheal.
Katie (guest)
16 years ago (2007-10-16)
hi CVT6702 yeah I agree we could help people just by our dreams and that telling us things. My dreams have helped me all my life they are really useful. It just amazing how this can happen. We could help the police by solving crimes. They want people like us helping them cause people who are psychic and have gifts that who they want cause they have told me that what they do.
CVT6702 (15 stories) (111 posts)
16 years ago (2007-10-12)
I would like to comment on people who get premonitions of death either in thoughts or Dreams try to make timed and dated notes of all Psychic Information so you can analyze them and see if the dream tells you how the person will die.
If the person is to die from a health Related problem sometimes they can be saved and not die at all if they have a checkup and catch the problem in time.
If you see someone in your dreams dieing from an accident or an act of violence its good to share that dream with the one and tell them what you see and then they can keep more alert and aware of their surroundings and possibly take quick action in a situation to save themselves.
Our problem as Psychics is getting people to take us seriously and listen to our words of warning so they can save themselves from what ever lies in their path.
bornundervenus (2 stories) (17 posts)
16 years ago (2007-10-12)
Wacky I never realized, but this has been going on my whole life. I guess I'm more psychic than I thought. Maybe I should quit drinking and smoking and stuff, and develop it further, maybe not sometimes it freaks me out. IE: knowing my brother was going to die.
Katie (guest)
16 years ago (2007-10-12)
no That has happened to me someone called my name and told me to answer door so I did and my nan was just about to get her keys out of the bag to put in the door. I would say they are spirits
bornundervenus (2 stories) (17 posts)
16 years ago (2007-10-12)
Ok so they are spirits. That makes sense to me now. I used to think that it was just my eyes. Maybe hearing my name called when nobody is calling me isn't my ears playing tricks on me.
Katie (guest)
16 years ago (2007-10-12)
Those lights you see I see most people see there called orbs they can be in different colours they just last a few seconds not long at all. There spirits If you didn't already know. I have seen 3 of them 1 massive one like a white creamy one and 2 little one's at the same time which went purple then went then came back red then went and came back purple then went and never came back. I get warned about things in my dreams than getting that horrible feeling inside. I enjoyed reading your story thanks for sharing it with us. 😊
bornundervenus (2 stories) (17 posts)
16 years ago (2007-10-12)
I just wanted to clarify something. The pinpoint light I saw in the darkroom was red, not white, which is different then all the others I had seen before.

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