I've always known things since I was little. Mostly visions. I could tell if someone passed away just by a photo at an early age. A few years back my abilities started to fade and I was 2nd guessing myself. I no longer felt confident. I couldn't predict on purpose, it always was something that showed up in a daydream. And without validation, seemed useless to me anyway.
Fast forward to now. I met a guy a few months ago, from my sis. We became close friends. Mostly by internet or phone but I did meet him twice. He started telling me he thought I might be wiccan and not know it. Just things I talk about in conversation. So he had me meditate a bit to try to focus. What happened after that took me by surprise though. Suddenly I was tapped into him. Everything he did, I could feel if he got pissed off. One afternoon I needed to talk to him so bad I was crying but couldn't figure out why. My stomach hurt and it was so urgent, the same feeling I got the night before my cousin died when I was 12 when my mother forbade me to phone him. Gut feeling, knowing bad was about to happen. Back then there was a charge for long distance and I never spoke on the phone to him anyway so she was perplexed at my behavior. Anyway, I had the same feeling of urgency with my friend and recognized it as important/urgent/vital. When I finally got on the phone I told him what I was feeling and he validated it by telling me he hasnt been taking his heart meds (had heart surgery after a heart attack) and that he had tingling in his fingers. I felt something in one of my fingers that woke me up a day prior. I also had the extreme need to touch his arm and he wanted to know which one. Left shoulder. But that he said was from lifting furniture and he hurt it bad. He was a little amazed when I told him to find his pill boxes. He had planned to move furniture again that night with nobody around and probably not tell anyone. I may have saved his life and I do believe I did. He got in the car while I was on the phone and drove to the pharmacy. He relaxed that night because what I said meant something major to him.
My problem is, I had a few more premonitions with him, I guess it's been daily. I never had so much come to me in my life and from one person. We are not talking anymore due to a misunderstanding. I am still getting a little bit of him but not on the same strength.
My question is, was this a one time thing? Only with him? Like I saved his life, he started taking his meds now, was it only meant to be to save his life? Because I am not reading anyone else, and never experienced such intensity as this. Was I just a temporary instrument and now I go back to having almost nothing?
Can I get this back to help others? Or is that it? What was it?
What can I do from here?