I am an artist and about two years ago I created a character whom for now I will just call Julie. With my characters I often create an accompanying story to go along with them. With Julie, she often played by herself as a child and soon became plagued by spirits all throughout her life up until she was in her late teens. As not having anyone around her to teach her to handle spirits and things of the like, she never grew to know how to make them stay away from her or tell them when they have gone too far. I won't go into to too much detail but I will say that this was very traumatizing and even invasive if you know what I'm saying. Julie was driven to a point of "madness" and she eventually left the physical plane. I say left the physical plane because she did not did in any conventional way.
After I created this story, I got everything copy written and drew her a lot but soon I stopped drawing her and started creating new characters. About a year and a half later Julie began popping in my head again. She soon became something of an obsession; page after page there were drawings of her in my sketch book. Everyday she was on mind and I began to feel like she was calling to me from the pages I had drawing her on. I felt she wanted me to free her and so I did I painted her being freed from all that binded her to the physical plane. She ascended. She was... Free
A couple of months passed and after I had gone through a period of removing things and energies from my life that I no longer needed I began to feel freed myself - liberated. Soon I began seeing more orbs and things of the such. I began to sleep more (like in the middle of the day) and have more experiences with things like aliens and other stuff. Soon I decided I wanted room to myself to work on my art and just be alone away from a lot of electrical things that would interfere with my senses. So I moved everything to the basement. The very place I sit now and as weeks passed I began to see things from the corner of my eyes I felt someone was there with me the whole time someone was watching me; there with me. I began to research I looked at certain signs and my instincts told me there were angels watching me. But there were other entities there too. I researched and angels up turned up. Many entities began to appear in my dreams and popping in and out of my head. I tried to consult with one of my spirit guides. I asked her for help but she said this was something I had to go through, if I was in trouble she would protect me but beyond that I had to go through this. One day I even tried to close my eyes again and seen these beings, one who was right next to me (I feel them around me Right now) had white hair and seemed to be happy and of a higher vibration... There for something, something I didn't know.
One night I decided to sleep upstairs in the living room and I had a weird dream. I was suddenly watching this boy and this girls in their teens walking down the street. It seemed they bot seemed to be at the end of a date. The sun was setting and it seemed that they both cared for each other. I was floating along side the boy and then the next moment I was the boy. With out question I continued to walk and we turned the corner. We continued to walk and this man had turned the corner. I immediately felt the impression of distrust rush over me. He had been waiting for us. He knew we would be there. I suddenly realized somehow that she had led me here on purpose. He began to do something which I can't figure out what but the girl was afraid, afraid of what he might do to me. I knew I had one chance to escape and I jumped in this car and just drove, drove as fast as I could down the same street and seemed to have driven into these train tracks. Suddenly the car had lifted off of the ground. I was in the air but there was a train coming and it was here I thought I was going to die.
The girl screamed out my name. The man had held her back and inside my head, that was when I realized I was dreaming because she didn't scream another name but my real name. I thought to myself. I have to get out of here and I willed my self awake. I woke up, now sitting up in on the couch, back in the living room thinking what a crazy dream that had been but then I sensed the same man's presence, he was out of sight but I knew he was there. Then suddenly I saw her. She came flying towards me out of thin air, mouthing something to me, she looking worried. I immediately without thinking willed her to disappear. I turned my head and towards the tv which seemed to be on and I saw this thing that told me the meanings to many orb colors and many other things but My eyes seemed to be very heavy and I didn't think what was on the tv was telling the truth. I suddenly woke up AGAIN. Had I dreamt that last part? Or had I been really even "dreaming" anything at all...
About a week later (last night) I was slipping into sleeping and right when my eyes closed I felt someone come right to my face, then - kissed me right on the cheek. I immediately opened my eyes. I didn't see anyone. But I knew they were there. Today I thought over everything and I realized the girl in the dream. It was Julie, they had the same hair the same face, the same eyes. And suddenly what seemed to be all these memories I had forgotten seemed to flood my head. I had been hearing whispers in my ear from girls voice about a year and a half ago and again when I got obsessed with drawing Julie. Then recently I had been hearing someone whisper to me. There was another time I felt someone put their had on my back while I sat at the computer recently. And all these times, I had felt Julie's presence, the same one from the girl in my dream. All this awakened by a kiss on the cheek.
But what has Julie been trying to tell me? Why is she around me so much NOW? Why do I feel I must get this all written? And why is she and many other entities congregated in my basement all the time as if there is something coming? Who are these entities?