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Ever since I was 12 my dreams have been coming true, only about death and pain those are the only dreams I remember.
When I was 12 I had a dream of a woman being beaten in a bath tub and forced with a needle was pretty horrific, that next morning my family got a call that my sister had passed away from a forced overdose of heroine and was beat pretty badly.
One of my other dreams consisted of the miners that past away had a dream of men in hard hats in a cave like area screaming walls crumbling around them about a week later I saw the news and I knew something was going on.
Ever since my sister past away strange things have been happening. Getting strange energy surges that start from my spine and go to my head then I get predictions that come true as if someone is whispering it into my ear, its to the point now that I can control this surge of energy like a buzzing feeling and warm to any point on my body I want hands feet knee ect.
Two weeks ago another dream came to me of my sister in law, 24 year old woman single mother very healthy. The whole family was at her funeral, I thought nothing of it up to the point she passed away and the funeral home was identical to what was in my dream I have been ignoring this for my whole life, but I need answers am I going crazy or making this happen?
Started going through my pictures and only in pictures I have taken or taken of me (even professional pictures from my wedding) I see blue orbs which I can post or email to anyone willing to look at them.
What I want to know from this is what does it mean The surges of energy out of no where that give me predictions as if someone whispered what's going to happen in to my ear giving me clear pictures of events happening or to come.
My dreams come true, and how I can on the spot make this energy focus on my palm (or any part of my body I focus it on) and feel as if it were a ball like a mass its warm and feels like the spine surge but has no visible characteristics.