MY fellow intuitives... So I need help understanding "who" I am, I have had many meta-physical experiences and would like to narrow down what I could be. I already know I have precognition, a Healer, clairvoyance, some degree of clairaudience, channeler,clairsentience, claircognitive, some form of telepathy, empathy or just assimilation of others emotions. I can see auras on people once they began to talk for a few minutes... It will usually turn on by itself if its strong. I can also turn it on by will but takes some time. I can see my own aura everyday in the mirror. I once saw what I assume my angels aura next to me in the mirror. It was of a head and had rainbow colors. I can see it on objects & cars when I'm driving on the highway. I have been doing this for over a year. I can also feel energy with my hands and been practicing touch healing with both hands to develop my ability and I already know about the chakra system to the T. My own aura body is emerald green, but my head radiates a yellow-green sometimes. Green represents healing.
I have channeled a few times after reading the Law of One which came out in 1981 which explains the shift that is occurring at this moment. Basically, the Earth is shifting or upgrading from 3D (density) to 4D (density) by raising its vibrational frequency's. Whoever can raise there vibrations with the Earth will remain here, it will be like heaven on earth! After reading this material I learned a lot about myself, when I first channeled (I don't know how I did it, just happened naturally) I was told my purpose here is to go through biological engineering. I've been told I'm from the star serious, it was a beautiful bright blue star. I looked it up the next day and surely there is a blue star named that. Another time I channeled through my husband as we have been together for a millennia. I found out a few of my past lives which were confirmed from previous dreams I had by speaking to my husbands subconscious. He said my soul is a fast learner but that he's had more incarnations here than I have. While I was speaking to his subconscious he taught me a lot, how we really kiss in our other form is not by mouth. We are soul mates who always meet in our lives. We've been through civil war, we died in a fire as children, we use to be Dukes in a castle with servants, I died giving birth. He looked at me and said I almost always choose to be a women. I once saw myself as a blue rubbery alien with big lips (I have big lips now). I reminded myself of that lady alien from the Fifth Element singing. When I asked him about the star serious he said he didn't know where my soul originated from before earth because only I was able to know that, but that we have been in other lives on other planes. I always wanted to know exactly what planes meant, he said planes are in-between each dimension on a planet. Planes are the parallel universes where we have different experiences. If you think this is far-fetched than watch Steven Hawkings into the Universe on the History channel.
I have felt and heard angels at night fluttering there wings on me as it is a very comforting feeling of peace. I have recently seen a demon while having an obe, it was laughing bobbing its head up and down. It came after I almost left my house which I suppose my angel or spirit guide did not want me to leave yet (astral projection). I saw it with my 3rd eye flying outside about to enter my room as a moth to a flame. Its completely dark in my room at night, so I saw it as some sort of x-ray vision. I saw silver-lining surrounding it so it was difficult to see if it was good or bad until I saw small horns & it laughing because I thought it was my guardian angel which I still haven't physically seen, only felt.
I have seen red orbs after I cleansed my house with a prayer and sage. My children always dream or see the same creatures I see or dream. They wake up the moment I wake up from a bad dream at night. This doesn't happen often, maybe 4-5xs a year. WE are connected that way. I have been told by others I am a spiritual warrior after I explained to them the battle I went through with my old kung-fu teacher. I don't want to give him power by talking about it either, but he had the black shadow within him. He tried stealing my energy by hypnotizing me, but my angel told me to look away as our eyes locked. When I was finally able to move my eyes away from him my body dropped. Almost a year after I left I was told I went through this to increase my spiritual awareness and abilities. I was raised to believe any type of spiritual ability was wrong due to Christianity. After this I found the truth, Jesus was/is very spiritual and he has nothing to do with religion like some make him out to be. He is unconditional love who was a "rebel" in his time as the Pharaohs questioned him eating with the tax-collectors and sinners.
I have been told by a christian psychic that I have a "pure" soul, meaning I LOVE with my whole heart. That I can see people by who they really are and I want to help them but I'm afraid to hurt them by telling them the truth. This is true, as I have always struggled with my communication skills with others. Anytime I have tried to help someone it comes out wrong or taken the wrong way. I don't like hurting people with truth and it is difficult for me not to be so blunt. I am learning better methods though. I once saw my higher self, she was very child-like and beautiful. She looked just like me but looked more perfect. She had beautiful wavy long hair like a princess:)
What I have learned from all this, is we are not here to be "perfect" as society has become obsessed with the physical appearances; body, face, car, house, status. We are here to remember how to SHINE our lights while surrounded in the darkness. We are here to be examples for others by living the life our higher-self or God intended for us. He laid the path for us and it is up to us to follow it. We don't really have control as it is an illusion, but it is an internal message within us. We each know ourselves better than anyone else can tell us, it just all takes TIME to understand what it means for each soul.
I don't know how all this happened to me as I have never studied it. I just know I listen to my "inner" self over any one any day. I WISH I had better control over this where I could just do what I want, but it happens more when I desire it within my subconscious. With no control, when I try to make it happen it doesn't, when I LET GO of all expectations it happens. Those are my favorite words "LET GO." It is most difficult to do, but beautiful when it does.
Thanks for listening, and I would appreciate if someone could describe what I could be.:)