I've been using a pendulum for almost three years. It's never lied to me and I don't think it would. For ages I trusted whatever I was talking to, for a while I was sure there was something different about it. One kept coming back. I always ask before I start with a the real question if its going to try and hurt me, when it says yes I leave it alone for a while if it says no I ask if it has spoken with me before. Eventually I found one that always stuck around. It still speaks to me but last year something happened something bad happened.
It was dark and there were more shadows then usual in my room, normally there are only two but that night there were so many, I was a little scared. It happened so fast, one moment I was fine then the next my chest was on fire. My skin bruised before my eyes and deep inside of me something hurt, it hurt so bad.
Later I found out that the one I kept on talking to was my guardian, turns out my guardian was a demon. Apparently I wasn't supposed to talk to it or something because it got pulled away. Only when it was pulled away it broke me. It ripped out half my soul. It still hurts, if anyone knows how I can get it back I will be forever grateful.
I don't know what there is left to try... Please someone help me...