I have read other articles on this site pertaining to my problem or gift, I haven't decided which yet. I wake up between 5:30 and 6 am and someone is staring at me. I scream and yell obscenities and they won't go away at first, but after I close my eyes for about a minute, I'll open and they are finally gone. I usually mistake them for my boyfriend at first and freak out after realizing that they are not.
The visitor I got this morning at 6 am exactly was actually wearing a blanket I had left in the laundry room, so naturally I thought it was my boyfriend trying to scare me. As I mistook him for my boyfriend, I was frustrated with the fact that he was trying to scare me and yelled, after I realized that he was holding a one year old child in his arms, I realized he was not my boyfriend! After screaming and throwing pillows at him he was gone. I'm not trying to be rude, but this really freaks me out.
I DO NOT want any of them to talk to me, at this point I do not think I can handle it. Any advice is greatly appreciated on how to cope with this. Why do they come to me, what do they want, why do they just stare at me, why don't my dogs freak out when I have a visitor? Do they not see them or do they see them all the time and it just doesn't freak them out? I had a reader that I spoke to after my first visitor and he brought some comfort to me, but he died recently and I feel kind of alone now, for answers that is, so any advice I will take with great appreciation! Thanks