I' sorry if I get out of order I'm very good at telling people about this, and well I am kind of rushing on it and it just jumbles up my mistake k:) so I will try my best...
As long as I have known I've been having these things happen to me but would pass it as nothing more than my imagination... When I was about ten years old I would always hear voices calling my name and it would always sound like one of my family members, and every time this would happen I would be alone so just like any kid I would go check what they wanted but I would find out most of the time it not them that was calling me so I would put it as me just imagining it... But now I'm starting to believe otherwise because now I'm 14 years old, and still hearing them call me but I'm also getting this kind of feeling every time I'm alone and try to go inside my room or try to go to my favorite spot in my backyard... When I get this "feeling" it makes me tremble my heart starts pounding and it feels like someones telling me to just run I don't know (I'm just writing what happened to me and its already sounds stupid to me) but just two days ago I was about to go to sleep in my living room, and my family was there just talking and then I got that "feeling" again (its never happened to me when I was with someone) and when I could finally sleep I woke up again about two hours later I just felt drained like all my energy was gone I tried to stand up and I just couldn't, and when I finally could I went to the kitchen were my brother was, and he told me "dude your F***** eyes are blood red, and when went to look in the mirror I don't even know what to say all I can tell you is you should have seen it and after that it was then I started to think it wasn't my imagination all of this was real the voices the way you feel like someones watching you no matter where you go. I don't know what's going on with me and I'm kind of scared if anyone I mean anyone knows anything about what's been going on with me please tell me... Oh yeah and after that day with the red eyes I have been having trouble with remembering how to even spell my own name and I have been forgetting my family members name to...
1.what is it that I'm so afraid of?
2.WHY DO I HEAR THESE VOICES?
3.AM I CRAZY?
4.WHAT HAPPENED TO ME WHEN I WOKE UP THAT DAY?
5.WHAT'S WITH MY MEMORY?
6.WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?