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I Keep Seeing Orbs


I can't take it anymore. I don't know where else to go. I don't believe in this kind of stuff but I keep seeing orbs. Not in videos or photos. I can see them just like... THERE. Everywhere I look, I see them. And there are so many. It's driving me crazy. I'm having other people's dreams. I dream within a dream. I wake up the first time in a strangers bed and freak out then I'm back in mine. I have been possessed twice in a year and almost locked in a mental institute. I don't dabble in magic or anything like that. I want to know why I can see these things. Why birds follow me. Why I know what's going to happen ALL the time. Why I hear a constant buzzing when it is complete and total silence. Why is this happening to me? There is one thing that I do partake in and that is my horoscope and checking numerology. My B-day is 7/27/87 My DL license is 102777***. My phone number always ends in either 3 7s or 3 6s. 6766 7666 7677 7077. I'm waking up with scratches on my arms sometimes. I want to scream at the world. I hate everyone I know, even family. I have this urge to always want to leave. I don't belong here. If someone can help me then please. I am at my wits end. Everyone I know thinks I'm a lunatic and I have had catscan after catscan. I have been to churches and I despise organized religion. I have done almost everything I know to do except for try to reach people that may understand this. Please. Any and everybody, reach out to me. I want to die sometimes because it consumes me to the point where if "they" won't take me I will do it myself... I don't even know what that means.

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Mubashir (285 posts)
10 years ago (2012-02-22)
Well that's great gerry. Stay happy and help others as much as possible. Thats one way a person can achieve greater happiness. 😁
Gerry (1 stories) (87 posts)
10 years ago (2012-02-22)
Yeah I should have said only laugh at the bad ones.

At home I am always clowning around and I make people feel good. I believe that laughter cures many ailments.
Lots of fun Gerry ❤ 😊 ❤
Mubashir (285 posts)
10 years ago (2012-02-22)
Hey gerry I don't think laughing on spirits is a good idea either, because your laughter will make them think that you are making fun of them and they won't be much happy with that. I say try to get along with them and be friend with them. Not to mention be friend with only good spirits not bad ones. Anyways good
Gerry (1 stories) (87 posts)
10 years ago (2012-02-22)
Hi to my fiends if I have any now.
I think sometimes we need a good laugh and show no fear or concern. When confronted by a spirit just laugh at them.

Shapeshifter78 I am happy you didn't do yourself in, if you hada who would kkep me in line. 😆 😆 😆 oh that hurts
Mubashir (285 posts)
10 years ago (2012-02-22)
[at] Shapeshifter. I don't think using negative emotions as a weapon is very dangerous. It may force some spirits to flee but it will only make things worse when even stronger dark spirits are attracted to this negative field and sorry to hear your story shapeshifter. Well and you are not rambling, I know what you are talking about. I say keep happy thoughts in your mind and relax and foget about every problem in the world. 😁
shapeshifter78 (2 stories) (169 posts)
10 years ago (2012-02-22)
Or if you don't believe in god just try to fight them and drive them away by telling them to go away and even challenge them by using your anger and pain as a tool. Drive them away and make a protective barrier of these emotions around you. I would not recommend using this technique for long periods of time because you will turn into a different kind of insane if your body is used to using these emotions as your source of power for long periods of time. I should know. Think of it as a temporary solution until you are at a normal saneness you can live with.

I feel for you guys to. From around the years 8 or 9 through 13 or 14 I thought many times about killing myself, and not the cutting your wrists way for attention either. I remember putting a knife to my throat a few times but I would always stop myself saying that maybe I would get lucky and some accident would do me in. Of course most of my reasons for wanting to do this was because of my parents and bullying but it still has the same meaning. I got over it all by myself and I guess am kind of glad I didn't do it. I was literally insane then with my emotions and wanted to die then and I somehow stepped out of those times without anyones help. That doesn't mean you guys have to though. It could just be one person but that sometimes is all it takes. The Beatles were right when they said that one is the loneliest number. I guess now I am just rambling so I guess I should just stop now.
Mubashir (285 posts)
10 years ago (2012-02-22)
Sorry to hear about what happened to you. Well if you have paranormal experiences to those who can understand you, not to those who are just normal. You can share your experiences here, no one is going to call you insane. It looks like you are completely exposed to spirits. You don't believe in God and you are letting these spirits overwhelm you with fear. Remember one thing, if you have strong faith in God (for real) then you won't be afraid by these spirits. If you think about suicide, ask God for help and you will be at peace. Dont be afraid of these spirits. Hope you start believing in God. Take care and bye.
Gerry (1 stories) (87 posts)
10 years ago (2012-02-22)
This for you suicidals, The very last thing you must do is to be alone, this is what they want. By you being alone you become vulnerable because you start acting the way you are doing now. Strength in numbers, go to groups that can help you to take control.
There is nothing in this universe that can control you unless you let them have that control?

I also stronly urge that you do bible reading, especially psalm 91.
Please don't do the suicide thing because then your troubles will really begin.
Take care
blankets2222 (13 posts)
10 years ago (2012-02-21)
ixchel777: I've been feeling suicidal and having borderline panic attacks whenever I leave the house. I cannot stand being around people, or being watched by people anymore. I think my fear is that they are reading into me the same way I am them. I've been in I guess what you could call a psychic awakening for the past year and a half. I became extremely anti-social these past few months. You're not alone, as much as I don't want to take medicines I am currently going back on anti-depressants/anxiety medicine. I'm really afraid it's going to hinder my abilities though but my abilities are also part of the problem right now. I can't tell if it's the same depression/anxiety I've dealt with since I was a teenager, or if it's because I'm adapting to new abilities... But I don't feel like I can go on like this. In fact, I know I can't because I can't even be around family and I've left school and work.

I've been seeing orbs for a while now, and I'm wondering if usually people progress from seeing orbs/lights/all of that to seeing them as people. They move all over my room at night sometimes and show up in colors too. I want to progress but I'm wondering if it's my fear that is keeping them from showing themselves completely. Does anyone know about this?
Misaki (5 posts)
10 years ago (2012-02-11)
Sometimes when I turn around I could feel someone looking at me. My cousin is a lot worser. She could see spirits everywhere. I don't know if she could see it now because she was like always normal. My big sister also told me about her friend. She said that her friend saw a little girl WITHOUT a face and she was crying. My sister's friend walked up to her and asked her what's wrong and... I don't remember what she told me next. Me, I just saw someone there and the next minute they were gone... HELP ME! 😨. I don't think we should help the bad souls though.
barry2962 (2 stories) (104 posts)
10 years ago (2012-02-06)
My son was born in "87 also. He has always been different from most other kids. In school he was a loner and had few friends. He was so different from all the other kids. If I TOLD him to do something... He would refuse totally, but I found that if I asked him nicely... He would do anything for me. He wanted to be treated as an equal... Not forced to do anything. He reacted to an angry person with more anger. He reacted to kindness with kindness. I noticed that he absorbed the emotions of those around him. If he was around grouchy people... He became grouchy. If he was around positive people... He would be happy. He was picking up other peoples energy... And didn't know how to block it out. Sometimes the negative thoughts of others were so bad that he would have panic attacks. He was not able to discern the difference between his own emotions and picking up someone elses. He hated everyone and thought everyone hated him... Except me. You are indigo... Like my son. You have psychic abilities that you were born with that make you different from others. That is why you feel like you don't fit in. You think differently than your parents and grandparents... But that is ok. You can't be what they want you to be... You have to be yourself. Quit trying to please them and start pleasing yourself. I know this may sound selfish, but loving and accepting yourself is the MOST important thing right now. Until you love you... You will never be able to love another. It helps my son to go to a favorite park and connect with nature. Do what you enjoy... Have fun! Don't ever feel that you HAVE to do anything... Always know you have a choice. For me... That takes the stress out of life. Seeing orbs is not a bad thing... Think of them as spirits that are watching out for you... Not anything bad. If you want to chat more... Let me know.
arkadiy (1 posts)
10 years ago (2012-02-06)
i was born in the same year with you 27.07.1987. It's really hard to me to believe all this but you see all my life I was believe that there something strange to me. Sometimes I have strange dreams, I hate people too and every day I feeling deja vu like it was happen to me again. And something else, in all my life happened a lot of bad things. Also sometimes I think to hurt myself too but the fear of death its always winning me. Please if someone can tell me what means that day my birth (27.07.87) or its all in my head? Sorry about the words my english its not very good.
Lara_Usha (2 stories) (35 posts)
11 years ago (2011-02-16)
hey there. I really hope you feel better. I just want you to know that, even if its not the ame as what's happening to you, I recently had an experience that made me think I was crazy. Don't worry. If you just try to accept the way things are happening around you, you can eventually find a sense of calm. By the way, I am not a big fan of organized religion either, but its nice to believe in something. Just give it some thought. I'm pretty sure you aren't crazy 😉. Also, one thing that helps is not taking life too seriously. It makes the universe a little more receptive and sympathetic, or at least that's what I find. Good luck. I will pray for you (not in church) and just try to find someone to talk to, OK? Don't worry, though. It's all going to be alright.
SkyRealm (5 stories) (65 posts)
11 years ago (2011-02-16)
1) Calm down. Take a deep breath.
2) I thnk I get the "possession bit" just a little. Luckily, I build shields to keep out anything trying to harm me.
3) Isolation is not the answer,. You have to get close to people, let them in your life. You have to build a suport system. The worste thing you could do is isolate yourself. I used to feel utterly insane, cause I'd wake up from a dream and even though I'm very much awake, still think it actually occured. DONT PANIC. Its highly possible your walking around on the astral planes. If you "get up in someone elses bed" don't panic. Your fine. Get up and ask yourself to return to your own body. You will. Learn how to lucid dream, and keep a dream journal. There are a bunch of sites that help with that. Just type lucid dreaming on google... Its funny what the internet gives you! Check out a baunch of methods and see which is most common to weed out the phonys!
4) Get a dog... There just the best. And I'm serious. Dogs are the most loveing theriputic creatures alive! A dog can sence when your happy, sad etc. Thy'll love you no matter what, but keeping care of one is tricky buisness, especially training and showering as much love on it.
5) Meditate. Dont give up on God just yet. Calm your mind, feel the light and energy from around you flow threw your body, and simply meditate every day for 5 minutes. Clear your mind. You may even speek to a few spirits, angels even maybe. I find them comforting when I feel all alone.
But you must build barriers. Fist, you have to feel your own energy seeping threw your veins. An easy way to buyild a barrier (there are different ways for everyone, this is my method) is simply pushing that energy into thwe walls of where ever you sleep, and saying something small to the affect of keeping out all thoes who try to harm, and keeping in only the light. Wile doing this, picture something happy and beautiful in your mind.
6) Dont take this wrong, but you need to find someone to talk to about the depression. A psychic perhaps, who is also a theripist. Try and try again until you find one. I used to suffer from depression, until I met my guide, who has been with me since. Staying strong is easier said then done, I know. But stay strong. You have to look at the beautiful things you asee in life, and litterallt force yourself to see them. Get a hobby, like painting, or writing. Remember, you are the only one who decides whether you are happy or sad, and what can hurt you. YOU are in control, nno one else. Seek a proffessional to help you wih that.
Thats about it. I hope this helps. Dont worry too much. Everything will be fine 😊 Oh yes... I alawys tell everyone this.
Smile at yourself for 5 minutes every day! And be really narsicistic for just 5 minutes! If you cant, stay there until you count 10 great things about youerself! Everyone has amazingness in them, your no exception, no matter what you think, everone is amazing in their own way. Look, you'll see it too! 😁
Be happy!
Keep well, hope this helps
Tortilla (42 posts)
11 years ago (2011-02-16)
Don't Panic. Breath. You are not alone in this. There are plenty of people here on this website including myself who see orbs amongst other things. Instead of calling it paranormal they should just call it normal. What is important is you need to build a good support system. This website is a good start. There are also meetup groups in almost every city with people who are psychic trying to make friends with other psychics. Please don't take this the wrong way but you need to talk to a therapist to deal with your depression. I see a therapist cause of a rough patch I went through. Make sure your therapist knows about the paranormal stuff you go though and ask them up front in the initial consultation what their feelings are on treating a client who is psychic. They do not need to believe in it but need to help you deal with it and not treat you like you are crazy. And don't be afraid to try out different therapists until you find the right one. We are here for you. Keep your chin up. ❤
Zilla (38 posts)
11 years ago (2011-02-15)
I'm not trying to discredit you at all, But I wanted to comment on the Buzzing sound you hear when it's quiet. That part is normal and nearly everyone can hea a small faint "Hummm" or buzzing sound in absence of external noise. A more severe case of this is medically called Tinnitus. It's a constant ringing or buzzing sound in ones ear 24/7, This could vary from sinus infections, build of wax, Noise trauma, or old age. And many many more causes. So don't worry about the buzzing, that is completely normal.

Your dreams. Well dreams can be very hard to interpret or even comment on. I would say that maybe since you have all this stress in your life, it is showing up in your dreams. Dreams are our subconscious mind anylize all the information we receive during our awake time. It's a time for the mind to " Make sense " of what is going on in your lives.

The scratches on your arms, Depending on the severity, could just be from normal sleep. Some people do scratch themselves or even sleepwalk. I have woken up to scratches, only to find out that I had been laying on " Zipper " or a seam on the bed that left a mark.

I don't believe you are crazy, but I do believe you need to find a way to release all this stress in a healthy way. Or maybe even trying to talk to an honest psychic that could maybe give you some insight weather these things are of other world or not. Whatever you do, just try to keep a cool head (easier said than done) Stress can sometimes make problems feel even worse. Take care for now and I wish you the best!
Rashidah (guest)
11 years ago (2011-02-15)
First off relax. You are not the only one that can see orbs. I can refer you to a link about a video made by someone who constantly sees them also;

You have just been awakened to your abilities. The buzzing sounds usually comes with that. Another sound is the ringing of the hears. I am guessing that you have not experienced that.

As for possession, I am very skeptical about these cases. People often mistake possession for many other things.

You do not dabble with magic, yet your profile name has 777 😕 Never mind that last statement.

As for the scratches? Do you recall the dreams you had before waking up and seeing them on your body?

You must not hate anyone just because of what you are going through. They just do not understand you. That doesn't mean that they do not love you. But you are on a site where people have similar experiences as yourself and who will be willing to help 😊

I also advise that you go for immediate counseling about those suicidal thoughts of yours. I do not think anyone here is medically qualified to help you with that. 😐

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