I have always been overly sensitive and this has caused emotional problems. I can pick up moods and mostly can know people's attitudes; enough to avoid those people at least. There is a real danger for me of confusing these sensations with paranoia, I have to avoid acting on these feelings, but still keep the information at the back of my mind in case it proves correct.
My most recent experiences of general, possibly psychic sensitivity is my ability to avoid being hit by mad drivers. I've had two very near misses in the last week, and have managed to detect a movement and react to it in a split second without my conscious mind interfering. When cycling I once got hit by a car, I should have been killed, but I got away with bruises and a small cut on my knuckles.
I only temporarily remember emotional nonsense dreams and can't remember any normal ones so don't know if they are prophetic or not.
I somehow managed to fall in love at 15, the person concerned was not compatible so the relationship floundered and I broke contact with him. Sometime in the 2nd half of the 80's I was walking to a public area on my own, when I experienced absolute knowledge that I would see this person. Half an hour later I did - this is the traumatic bit.
Nothing happened until 2001, two years after a breakdown and 3 weeks into an anxiety attack; I experienced the phenomena as a mix of knowing and physically feeling weak. It has occurred every year since and I still experience trauma - shaking and feeling confusion, pain and desperation, usually lasting 48 hours, and the shock lasting weeks. The experience varies still, sometimes its the weakness, sometimes just shaking with the familiar feeling of doom.
I have also experienced hearing a voice twice, giving instructions related to the above relationship.
There is a lot more to this story, but I have only included the most important psychic aspects.
I have never come across anyone that has experienced many knowings about only one thing, over the course of 25ish years. Most people have visions or knowings of something useful about general things. I don't know why my experiences are fixed on one difficult relationship from the past. I don't know if it is solely me causing this or his subconscious is psychically attacking me for some reason, I don't know whether its telepathy and precognition, or just telepathy. I also don't know why I experience trauma when the knowledge is confirmed.
All the help I've had so far, is the recommendation to learn psychic protection. Does anyone out there understand any of this?
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