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I'm Scared, No One Understands


For my entire life I have seen things that should scare the living crap out of anyone. When I was younger I always had "imaginary friends" that came and talked to me about things. When I was in my teen years everything seemed to fade and I was living a normal life. About one month after I turned 21 I became pregnant, and that's when it all started... During my pregnancy I had a red blotchy spot that appeared on my body in the shape of a butterfly (in a way). It changes colors, shapes, and disappears, and reappears larger. I asked a doctor what it was and he said he didn't know but it wasn't harming me, so I went about life as normal. After I had my son I started to have these weird feelings that someone was watching me and wanting to kidnap me (I know, it's crazy, but it felt so real). My son is around five now and now I have minor problems when I blink, meaning, I seem to experience a whole lifetime in the blink of an eye. And not nice things, mass murders, genocide, rape, I hear the screams and feel the pain of these people. It's terrifying, and all I want to do afterward is break down and scream and cry for the people. Also the evil ones doing the killing look normal in life but when they pass by a mirror I can see them as some sort of odd creature. I've also been hearing voices that aren't mine. The best way to describe it is I'm Dorothy and my house is spinning and when I open the door it's not a tornado but a tornado of words thoughts and images. I can't turn it off. I try and talk to my boyfriend (whose awakening himself) but he just looks at me like I'm stupid and making it up. The thing is he says that I can't hear him, but I swear it is his voice I hear the most, talking about how crazy I sound. He wants to believe me but can't. I just wish someone could help me, I don't want to do this alone, I'm scared and don't know how long I can see these things before I breakdown.


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blind-seer (3 stories) (13 posts)
9 years ago (2012-06-14)
I understand the stop of vision only for it to come back with a vengeance. I feel more then I see but the feeling of loneliness and the fear of what's to come is all to real. There are others that feel just as you do. Myself being one of them, just reading your post I feel you want to talk to someone. I will listen... Purcellbirds [at] I can't claim to guide you, only listen and compare
Mikmaw72 (2 posts)
10 years ago (2011-07-11)
something like that needs to be checked out. Talk about it with somebody you trust and sit them down. If you talk to a nurse they are required by law not to share what you talked aboot.
GypsysHeart (guest)
10 years ago (2011-07-07)
Don't worry. This happens to some people. I used to see horrible things too. There are several exercises you can do. One book I would recomend is Psychic Development for Beginners by William W. Hewitt. I was stuck in my awakening phase for years because of lack of support from the people around me but this book gave me the tools I needed to control my abilities and stop the horrible things I used to see. As long as you actually do the exercises and try, they will help emensely. If you need any other help feel free to go to my website and e-mail or message me there. I'm always willing to help those in need.

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