For my entire life I have seen things that should scare the living crap out of anyone. When I was younger I always had "imaginary friends" that came and talked to me about things. When I was in my teen years everything seemed to fade and I was living a normal life. About one month after I turned 21 I became pregnant, and that's when it all started... During my pregnancy I had a red blotchy spot that appeared on my body in the shape of a butterfly (in a way). It changes colors, shapes, and disappears, and reappears larger. I asked a doctor what it was and he said he didn't know but it wasn't harming me, so I went about life as normal. After I had my son I started to have these weird feelings that someone was watching me and wanting to kidnap me (I know, it's crazy, but it felt so real). My son is around five now and now I have minor problems when I blink, meaning, I seem to experience a whole lifetime in the blink of an eye. And not nice things, mass murders, genocide, rape, I hear the screams and feel the pain of these people. It's terrifying, and all I want to do afterward is break down and scream and cry for the people. Also the evil ones doing the killing look normal in life but when they pass by a mirror I can see them as some sort of odd creature. I've also been hearing voices that aren't mine. The best way to describe it is I'm Dorothy and my house is spinning and when I open the door it's not a tornado but a tornado of words thoughts and images. I can't turn it off. I try and talk to my boyfriend (whose awakening himself) but he just looks at me like I'm stupid and making it up. The thing is he says that I can't hear him, but I swear it is his voice I hear the most, talking about how crazy I sound. He wants to believe me but can't. I just wish someone could help me, I don't want to do this alone, I'm scared and don't know how long I can see these things before I breakdown.
SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!