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Scared Of My Abilities


I'm 18 years old, and depressed/scared of my abilities. I can feel when something bad is going to happen, or if someone is about to die (never specific on whom it is). I can also sense when a friend is feeling any negative emotions, and I get confused on if it is my own emotions or another's.

Last year I knew 3 people were going to die.

1. My friend's father who died in a car accident I saw through a dream. In this dream my father was hit by a car, and the reactions to witnessing this were the same reactions when I found out the news 3 months later.

2. My uncle died from a gunshot wound to the head. With this one I had flashes of images of my mother dying in different ways, but the main way was gunshot to the head. I drew this out because I'm terrified when I get these precognitions, and I need to cope. His death was a few days after I had the flashes of images, and the drawing.

3. Another relative died, it was a light sense of heaviness since I wasn't close to them, and I heard about the news 1 week later.

When I feel the death of someone coming close I get intense, and heavy emotions. I'm overwhelmed by fear, and I get nauseous, and sick. I feel exhausted, and drained for the next day or 2 (or until the death happens depending on the intensity). I also am highly irritated after I get tired of being saddened by it. How do I control this? What is this for? What do I do with this?

I also have a hard time with knowing if it is anxiety or truly knowing something is coming. I truly need help with how to cope, please help.

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angelchick1016 (3 posts)
5 years ago (2019-09-05)
Dear carrot,

I know this can be a very scary thing for you, not knowing what's happening or going on, especially when you get the intuition of death coming, but you don't need to be scared. These are all abilities you have discovered. Visions or future seeking are forms of remote viewing. Remote viewing is a form of spiritual sight. Most people when they refer to remote viewing they talk about the scanning of an energy field around a pace, but in reality it is much more than that. Remote viewing can be the act of seeing an event that has, or is about to happen. Some people might find it weird to refer to remote viewing when they are talking about "visions" but it is also a way of reading and identifying events, objects, or actions that are present, happened, or are to happen. This is an ability that you don't need to be afraid of and can develop for a greater use. It is sad that you have had to experience it in such a bad way, but can be used for good as well, the reason behind why the visions you had were only of the death of those who were remotely close to you is due to the fact, the change in upcoming events and the own person energy shifting, you have also created some type of connection with them. So that big change in events probably triggered it. If you have questions feel free to email me!

~yours truly Angelchick1016
Lyro (468 posts)
5 years ago (2019-09-03)
It's known as Empathy and can be quite confusing when you first start out. I'd suggest first reading up on it a bit, then look into energy manipulation, finally learn about connections more. You don't want to randomly form connections with anyone around you, this is how the Empathic Overload happens, and you'll feel burned out from it. I know it can get frightening, and quite frankly a major pain. However, I've also used it to help save peoples lives before, being able to feel someone else means a lot. They can no longer hide behind a mask from you, you can truly know someone more than anyone else. Feeling connections with people have helped others in their time of great need, being able to feel exactly what they did, to know and understand how they felt and what they felt, it can be used to help save people. Or even someone that just needs someone but isn't comfortable talking to people means they can talk to you. Often times people would tell me that they felt they could tell me anything, even their deepest and darkest secrets, things that may have happened to them they haven't told anyone, people will feel they can confide in you. Even just being there to listen can mean more than you may ever know.
~ Lyro
Carrot (1 stories) (3 posts)
5 years ago (2019-09-03)
Winter_solace, I agree with all of you on it being a sign of the sorts, still unsure as to what that may be. Probably because I've been distracted with all the bad that's going on... I'm a fairly pessimistic person. At least for myself. I can see the brightside for others, just not for meeee... I'm so glad you're in a better mental state! I hope I can get there one day (I've been reallyyyy bad), or find a way to cope with this. Lately people have been telling me to be more positive, I shall take this as a sign to start working on that more now 😅. Thank you for your comment! It means a lot, I didn't expect anyone to respond honestly.
Carrot (1 stories) (3 posts)
5 years ago (2019-09-02)
Thank you, Nick. For both your condolences, and comment. Your comment made me tear up a bit! Gave me comfort in not being alone, and what you said about what I may be feeling was/is very true. I am still scared of seeing another death, and it being someone close to me. I've had two more deaths in my family that I felt, and they weren't close to me, but it feels strange with them not being here. Feeling everyone's grief along with my own is tiring. Everything is just so heavy now, and I've been trying to embrace this gift I have. I'm a little drained from all the recent deaths, and a trauma my friend recently has been through. I usually just sit and let the negative feeling engulf me (which is a horrible coping mechanism, for it isn't really coping at all). I've been soaking in all the times I have with people, so I appreciate you telling me I should, for I've almost given up doing so in fear of losing them. I will be okay, though... Hopefully heh. No apology needed, your words were good for me to receive in this time! (I apologize if I'm a bit all over the place with this comment). 😊❤
Winter_Solace (109 posts)
5 years ago (2019-07-28)
What the others on here are saying is right. I do believe what you are experiencing is a sign of sorts. I am not sure at this moment what it is. Can't say I've had dreams/visions/feelings of people dying like what you're experiencing. However, if it makes you feel a bit better, I have had visions of terrible things and demonic beings. This was back during a time that I was in a dark place. My mindset wasn't in the right place. But these days I'm much more easygoing and happier. I suggest to control this, or at keast make it easier to cope with, you should try creating a positive outlook on your life as things are currently. Count your blessings. Be aware of everything around you more and see the Light in as many things as you can. Take the good, leave the bad.
nicksights (1 stories) (1 posts)
5 years ago (2019-07-22)
Dear Carrots,

My prayers to your passed friends and family, and I understand how you feel. Death is hard to cope with, and you seeing what will happen to the person makes it worse. I am also kind of like you. When I read, hear, or around someone with any extreme emotion (s), I feel what they do or that feeling, but stronger. I sense that you are truly terrified, and something tells me that you fear seeing another death, but this person is closer to you. I cope by writing it down, and listening to or making music. I agree with Rob, take all the negative energy and turn it around. How to control it? I feel that you need to embrace it and cope with it. What is this for? Maybe it's trying to tell you something. What do you do with it? I honestly think you should make the best out of it. Death is bad, but,also, good. These visions you have, they might be telling you to make the most out of your life, and the people you are spending it with. Every day you wake up, every second you breath, everytime you smile and have a good time with anyone, it's a blessing. Make the most out of your life, you live everyday, but you die once. What will you leave behind, when you go? I hope this helps, sorry that its long, but best of luck to you

Your Friend,
Carrot (1 stories) (3 posts)
5 years ago (2019-07-05)
Thank you robmkivseries70. I will definitely try that, and hopefully it will work. 😊
robmkivseries70 (1 stories) (57 posts)
5 years ago (2019-07-01)
Hi Carrot,
I'll take a shot at this. One of the things invented by the "Silva Mind Control" folks over in Laredo, TX is the saying, "Negative thoughts and negative expressions have no influence over me at any level of the mind, including the outer conscious level." Said in deep meditation this should reduce the effects and maybe block the information. I'm taking a bit of a stab at this because I am not nearly this sensitive; though, I believe it to be worth a try.

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