I'm 18 years old, and depressed/scared of my abilities. I can feel when something bad is going to happen, or if someone is about to die (never specific on whom it is). I can also sense when a friend is feeling any negative emotions, and I get confused on if it is my own emotions or another's.
Last year I knew 3 people were going to die.
1. My friend's father who died in a car accident I saw through a dream. In this dream my father was hit by a car, and the reactions to witnessing this were the same reactions when I found out the news 3 months later.
2. My uncle died from a gunshot wound to the head. With this one I had flashes of images of my mother dying in different ways, but the main way was gunshot to the head. I drew this out because I'm terrified when I get these precognitions, and I need to cope. His death was a few days after I had the flashes of images, and the drawing.
3. Another relative died, it was a light sense of heaviness since I wasn't close to them, and I heard about the news 1 week later.
When I feel the death of someone coming close I get intense, and heavy emotions. I'm overwhelmed by fear, and I get nauseous, and sick. I feel exhausted, and drained for the next day or 2 (or until the death happens depending on the intensity). I also am highly irritated after I get tired of being saddened by it. How do I control this? What is this for? What do I do with this?
I also have a hard time with knowing if it is anxiety or truly knowing something is coming. I truly need help with how to cope, please help.
I know this can be a very scary thing for you, not knowing what's happening or going on, especially when you get the intuition of death coming, but you don't need to be scared. These are all abilities you have discovered. Visions or future seeking are forms of remote viewing. Remote viewing is a form of spiritual sight. Most people when they refer to remote viewing they talk about the scanning of an energy field around a pace, but in reality it is much more than that. Remote viewing can be the act of seeing an event that has, or is about to happen. Some people might find it weird to refer to remote viewing when they are talking about "visions" but it is also a way of reading and identifying events, objects, or actions that are present, happened, or are to happen. This is an ability that you don't need to be afraid of and can develop for a greater use. It is sad that you have had to experience it in such a bad way, but can be used for good as well, the reason behind why the visions you had were only of the death of those who were remotely close to you is due to the fact, the change in upcoming events and the own person energy shifting, you have also created some type of connection with them. So that big change in events probably triggered it. If you have questions feel free to email me!
~yours truly Angelchick1016