So, I guess I should start with some of my psychic experiences (no pun intended XD). So that you can understand why I am so confused on what my ability/abilities are.
My mother is very in tune with the spiritual world and I am sort of. We have the same dreams but from our own eyes that have the same meaning whenever someone in our family is going to die soon and feel each other's moods from a far and know if something bad is going in a loved one's life.
When I was 7 my great-grandma was sitting next to my bed but looked kind of see through in a rocking chair she had at her house. She told me to take care of my mother and to always be there for her. I told my mother the next day what happened and she got a weird look on her face. Because she had also received a visit from my great-grandma only minutes before me. Then we got a call from my grandma that my great-grandma had passed away during the night.
We have recently had another dream like that not only 3 weeks ago about my grandma getting horribly ill and dying. I was lost on a highway with no cars but endless ramps (the ones you use to get off an interstate type of ramp not a skateboard ramp) and I couldn't get to my mother to comfort her. I was stranded.
My mother's version was that she was planning her mom's funeral with a cousin she only sees during a tragic family death and maybe every 3-5 years.
I have also had these weird gut feelings since I was a child that something was not a good idea or something bad was about to occur.
Example 1: I was 9 and my two cousins, brother, and I were playing on a tire swing and I got a gut feeling that it wasn't safe anymore. I hurriedly convinced them to leave the tire swing and go inside to play video games. I made them leave the area first and started to follow them, then not as soon as I started walking the giant limb the tire swing was tied too fell not even 1 foot from hitting me. I was lucky I got them to safety and myself before it fell.
Example 2: I sometimes get the feeling I am about to trip over something but cannot stop myself because it is already happening. And I get the 'gut feeling' that I need to grab on to something quick. I always catch myself in mid-fall.
Example 3: My brother and his friend were leaving the house to go to Taco Bell and as I was saying be safe, good byes, and such; I get this horrible feeling in my gut that they shouldn't leave. But I let them anyways because my brother thinks I am crazy anyways and over react and worry too much. Not even 2 hours later, I get a call from a number I have ever seen before but feel like I need to answer it and hat it is very important. So, I answered the phone and the cop addressed himself and asked if I knew Kevin (my brother). I said yes and just burst in tears because I knew something bad had happened. My brother and his friend got in a serious car accident going 90 mph on a rainy curvy highway and hit a tree. His friend was fine. Only a fractured ankle, some cuts, and bruises. My brother was in the passenger seat that was slammed into the dashboard and the engine was in his lap. He was taken by helicopter to a big hospital 2 hours away from where we live. He lost so much blood he had to get blood transfusions. He had a fractured pelvis and ankle. Also moderate internal bleeding in his head. I should have stopped him from leaving but he wouldn't have listened anyways. Luckily something watched out for him when I could not because I asked for my brother to return home alive. He did return home after 2 weeks in ICU. It was my fault that I didn't listen to this gut feeling I get when bad things are about to take place. I am just one of the happiest people that he had lived and can walk and still do everything that he could before after 2 years his bones healing. He has even started running again like he did before the accident.
I also can sense when evil is nearby and what people who I am close to are thinking. I can answer my roommates questions without her even saying what she was about to ask. But that is because we have a bond. I let her drain energy from me.
My roommate is a prism/Seer. I create an unnatural amount of energy. No matter how much energy my roommate can drain from me I am still full of it. I even had her and another prism friend of mine drain off of me at the same time until they both felt sick from so much energy. I was still full and ready to go under some more draining. Lol. It feels great when someone is draining the energy because there is so much and I can never stop producing it; I literally feel as though I am going to explode from it all. XD It is a strange sick addiction to have them try to drain me. It is a consistent never ending source. It attracts bad attention from things that I don't want attached to me.
I believe if I can find out what my strongest ability is then I can fix a problem I have happening.
Is there anyone who can help me find out what my abilities are? If so please give me some advice or if someone knows already what I could be, it would be a tremendous help.