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Getting In Tune With Old Abilities

 

I'm new to the site, but I thought I'd explain a few main experiences I had when I was younger, between the age of 5-17 as I wish to get back in tune with them and hopefully develop them, I'm 21 now, this may help with the reference of time differences I mention. Just so you know I'm not very well educated in any of these sort of phenomenon/abilities/gifts which ever you prefer.

My earliest recollection of (to me) unexplained experience was when I was 5 attempting to go to sleep one night at my first house, but was restless and not willing to, as many of us were back then. However on this one off occasion two lights appeared in the center of my room. There was no efficient light coming through my window due to a lot of tall trees blocking any moonlight or distant traffic, nor was there any lights on in my room itself. But these were no normal forms of light, they were orb like and in mid air about the size of tennis balls, one with a very faint yellowish glow the other similar but a pink glow. They moved around for a few minutes in the center of the room and then the yellow one sped towards one corner and back to its original position, at this point I ran out to my parents room next door as the sudden change in speed of it scared me, from peaceful floating to sudden erratic movements. This never occurred again.

From the age of around 10-15 (in my second house) I had periods of time in which I would see shadows, at times out of the corner of my eye, but as the time passed in each period I began to be able to see them with the center of my vision. Rarely being present more than 5 or so seconds. These never bothered me until one period of seeing these things got a bit close for comfort. Over a month and a half I saw them at school watching me in lessons, flying past over head into walls on a couple of occasions, but at home there was one more solid. The first glimpse of 'him' was as he watched me doing my art work alone at home, as I looked up at the door way where he stood he walked away out of sight into the darkness of the rest of my house, this scared me to the bone and was on edge all night as I painted, just seeing such a figure turn and then his last footstep out of view. He later reappeared in my room a few weeks later in the corner, I fixated on him where his face should be, and felt him come closer until he was leaning over me in bed inches from my face, here I could make out two darker areas on his face, where eyes should be. This was the last I saw of home.

I still 'live' at the same house where the shadow man was seen, in a different room now as we converted a lot of the house. But I'm rarely there maybe a week a year due to being a uni student. After this experience, I never had any of my little 'gifts', minus one or two déjà vu's but that's over a 6 year period.

Prior to this shadow I had déjà vu multiple times a week and usually thought of it as big coincidences until I became more aware of specific small details and could finish sentences, or look at the right time for something to happen such as a friend stumble on the other side of a crowded room.

But after the night which seemed to have changed it all for me, I've encountered multiple people I know, but should have no reason for knowing, the most recent was just before Christmas when I met someone through a friend of mine. Me and my friend are both from our hometown but studying the other side of the country, this new person I've met before but years ago in my young teens in a dream of the same location and subjects of conversation. Which at that point I could never have seen. This has happened approximately 7 times, all the dreams and on three occasion 'visions' or seeing a scene in my awake state occurred from childhood and mid-teens, but came true down to the small details in the past 8 years. So they're not majorly frequent, but to me seem extremely weird when they occur.

And separately on very rare occasion other things have happen which I put down to random chance just because I can't explain them, but imagine there's a science behind it. I've always liked fire and watched it a lot, at times I thought I could sway the candle flames in the direction of my choice (ensuring no draft or my breathe is disrupting it), and on this single occasion I got distracted by a shout from my mum downstairs, the flame sways in an eclectic way and grew in size (moderately). If I had breathed on it, it would do so, but not for as long as it did on this occasion. I thought I'd add this in even though it's not related to the above.

I ultimately miss these little quirky occurrences, minus the shadow man, I don't feel how I use to back then as in the odd feelings of presences and senses in different environments. And wish to regain them if possible and develop anything else. I wouldn't say I have abilities, as I don't know what classifies enough to be significant versus coincidence, but wondered other peoples views on these as I've read a lot of the stories and experiences for the past few hours and could relate to some of them, while fascinated by others.

Cheers for reading this, sorry it's so long and I hope it makes sense.

Thanks if anyone replies and I'll try my best to join discussion

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Mubashir (285 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-02-27)
Hey ladfyhawk. Thanks a lot for the help. I am feeling much better than before. I will try my best to not let bad things disturb me. People can be harsh but this doesn't mean that I should be depressed or hate them. I should accept them the way people are whether they are good or bad and try to make things smooth. Well thanks again ladfyhawk. 😁 ❤ ❤
Ladfyhawke (1 stories) (103 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-02-27)
Mubashir,I am sorry it has taken me so long to return. My ranch work usually wipes me out and I hit the hay early. I love my horses, they do work me good. My friend, others can say hard things. Sometimes there's truth that's hard to see. Sometimes its thier inability to really see truth that makes them say hard things. If there is a lesson, hopefully the time of learning will be short. If this was just hard judgement, try to remember we are all pilgrims, all of us children with faults, even good intending. Many times when harsh things are said to me I read the person and find someone who was harshly treated or so terribly insecure I frighten them... They are responding to thier own fear and may not even know it. Send it all to your heavenly parent. You are companion to the most high... Nothing will break that. You are loved most deeply. Maybe you are about to go to the ocean... Try running in the park, take a dog friend... Blessed be, Ladyhawke ❤
barry2962 (2 stories) (104 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-02-25)
Sometimes shadow men are not bad things. In the closest dimension to ours, they see us as shadow figures too. So it is not necessarily a bad thing, but we tend to fear what we don't understand. If we were more aware... We would see them all the time. Generally, we see them when we are all relaxed... Like right before we fall asleep.

As for the reason this is not happening now in your life... You have possible blocked out certain things due to fear or learned beliefs that keep you from experiencing them. When you start to trust and open up again... Your awareness will return. Like Ladyhawke says, we are more focused on the day to day drama than we are on being more aware. It is when we direct our focus... That the magic begins. Meditation has helped me with my focus.

Also, I have found that I can feed energy to my own fears, and literally create that which I fear. In other words, if I was terrified of shadow men... The energy I project would create shadow men... Because that is where my focus falls. My fear would feed the shadow man and make him stronger and give him form. This is a programmable energy. I have been experimenting with this energy and have created and programmed my own so-called shadow man. Instead of sending him the energy of fear... I send him the energy of Love and happiness. Anyone that comes in contact with him will go away feeling happy and never know the reason why. If you send enough fear out and create your own "shadow man"...it will eventually absorb enough negative energy to overpower you... Or possess you. This is what many see as demons, but is actually a part of us that we have created. Our thoughts are powerful creators.
Mubashir (285 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-02-25)
Hey ladfyhawk. You are very right that I am feeling really heavy today. Well my day was really bad. Some people said bad things to me and I took really negative influence. My whole day ended in intense depression. I tried to think happy things but I couldnt. As for running on the beach, there isn't any here. Can you tell me how should I avoid negative influence because I am really spiritually disturbed right now.Thanks
Ladfyhawke (1 stories) (103 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-02-25)
All right then. Well Mubashir, I did, at first call you sister. If you knew me from other places I visit you might have mistaken me for brother. I have worked with men in thier trades for many years and have acquired the no nonsense vibe to get things done. Like I said tho, the best of both worlds. I may feel a word to give you at some point, but not at this one. I feel a heaviness around you that is not you, like a large responsibility you are not eager to assume. It feels like something you will have to grow into and in the end won't really be able to have a choice about. I know you go there fearless but it feels like allowing yourself to be tied up. I feel you have a joy in running, perhaps running (I see a beach) would help you release from the feeling of weight. I pray for you the lightness of being. Ancestor, an old soul, this is old school so hang on a bit, and from what I see, is the continuation of your individual life energy from its creation or 'spark' until now. When it is talked about, 'everlasting life' is the earned ability to remember lives before and continuing memory into lives after (handling memory of other lives is not easy and requires much practice with understanding/love).The old soul may not have complete recognition of the past, but does have the sight to have 'glimpses'of such reality. Its a symptom of having been 'around' for a long time. To come through life changing events and find recovery,strength,lesson learned, rather quickly is a sign of this and I feel this in you... Even tho you are not many years here. For you the knowledge you seek will still have to filter down through the mind and into the heart of hearts... This process has its own devine clock and won't be rushed, or in some cases slowed down. From experience, I can tell you that having great knowledge without the living through of its principles has no depth and cannot be shared effectively nor will it be belived much when shared, until you have felt its force go through you. I can tell you of places, not from around here, that I have been to... Your imagination will be tickled, but earning the trip yourself will make you deepen your dimensions of understanding in a way words will never hold enough, but others will be inspired to move towards. I hope there is enough clarity for everyone to understand... I have to go train some people and some horses now but Ill be back when its time again. I was reluctant to come to this site because I do see inside and its disturbing to many, no real secrets. But after seeing the beautiful energies in so many, I am glad I came. There is much to do and its going to take all of us... And many many... Many more. By Neshama (the breath of God) Blessed be,Ladyhawke
Mubashir (285 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-02-25)
[at] Ladfyhawk.I don't think we are taking over someone's thread. We are merely exchanging our point of views not to mention a little chat as well. I think no one minds that unless the conversation gets out of control and ends up in a serious fight. Well as long as our conversation is peaceful, everything is fine. Dont you agree?
AnneV (4 stories) (1036 posts) mod
 
7 years ago (2012-02-24)
Ladfyhawke, this site is to post your psychic experiences and have people comment on them. If you feel this has turned into a "chat" that has sidetracked into something else, then you can exchange e-mails and take this offline. You certainly are not restricted to keep your communications just to this site if you don't mind exchanging e-mails with other parties.

Or you can go to another site that is more chat oriented. I can't make any recommendations as I don't go beyond my own here.

Thanks,
Anne
Ladfyhawke (1 stories) (103 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-02-24)
This person to whom this thread belongs, has had it taken over by us. Isnt there some where else we could continue and let everyone join in if they wish? I'm still not very familiar with this site. That way this person can get what they need and so can the rest of us... Respectfully Ladyhawke ❤
Mubashir (285 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-02-24)
Hey ancestor. You may know about spiritual growth. Young soul or you can call it a person with normal thinking, not very open minded in a sense. An old soul is full of wisdom and has really open mind. Well if you have a great wisdom and knowledge then you will be called old soul even you are young. Now don't take it as your imagination that you will be late for something. Try to figure it out as soon as possible. Because I have such feelings too. The most previous feeling was that I should go to college but taking it as my imagination I refused to listen to this feeling. Now beacause of this feeling I missed my two tests and only gave three in this week. Now I say I should have listened to my feelings. Seriously when I doubt my abilities and ignore them, something bad happens to me. Hope you figure out your feeling soon. Take care and bye. 😁 ❤
Ancestor (47 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-02-23)
Ladfyhwake, what you say is true, its seems you can read me a bit;).i do injoy lots of different things, iv'e been practising martial arts for more then 2.5 years now (not that long), and I love it alot, the place feels like home, and the people are like family to me:). And about physically being tired after training, now that you mention it, it does give some form of spriritual change, like dreams being lucid or signs in dreams. How is it you know so much about the spiritual side? And what do you mean by old soul? I could have understood weird soul:P. And there may be things I could do, as you said it the sooner the better, well there has been this feeling within me for the last few years now, telling me I'm late or going to be to late for something, might just be my imagination, I'm trying to learn all that I can now, and at the same time to injoy my life to the fullest. Sometimes I wish my life would be just simple, I don't know if its choice that brought me here, or life itself:/. Well I guess only time will tell.

Wish you the best,
Ancestor.
Mubashir (285 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-02-23)
lol I am not offended at all. I thought you really called me sister. Well now that you mention that I do have a woman's heart. Thats how I can know how people feel. I help out teens as much as I can because when I give some advices to people older than me, they ignore me and they say I am just a child but later they say you were right. Well your body maybe old but your soul is very much young. Well that's how I feel about you and kind of want to make you my teacher for spiritual growth since I don't have any spiritual teacher and thanks for the blessings. God bless you too. Take care and bye. 😁 ❤ ❤
Ladfyhawke (1 stories) (103 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-02-23)
Mubashir,hahaha...please don't be offended, you have the sensetive heart like a woman has... There is great wonder in what women can see, what men can do. To have the best of both worlds is... Amazing just for starts. I am a very old woman with a very young spirit core. I believe we all are this inwardly (young,not women lol), I just get to feel this now. I still say, Blessed be my ancient brother... Ladyhawke ❤
Mubashir (285 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-02-23)
Wow awesome. Thanks for the reading ladfyhawk. Well I don't know whether you are a guy or a lady. Well as for me I am 17 years old boy. Hey if you have any advices for me I would greatly appreciate it. 😁
Ladfyhawke (1 stories) (103 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-02-23)
Ahhh Mubashir, I read in you a great joy of living. You have been gaining access to this for a long time. The 'secret' is in your love of animals. You play, now learn to speak to. And listen for the answers. Look deep into thier eyes and find the connection to you. I promise they will teach you far more than I ever will. And all the rest is free for the heart of heart asking. I do have a clue though... Every face (and this can be creative when looking at mountains,sunsets) is Gods face... There can be no greater bonding for strength than the layers given first by appearances. Blessed be my ancient sister. Ladyhawke ❤
Mubashir (285 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-02-23)
Hey ladfyhawk. How can I fully sense other people like you do and if you don't mind can you help me developing my spiritual strength? I would be grateful.
Ladfyhawke (1 stories) (103 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-02-23)
Ancestor,I don't mean to take over this thread, but since I have your attention here, just one more thing... For now... I feel a great restlessness in your mind, like hunger without the ability to harness it completely or satisfy. Do you enjoy a particular physical activity that can tire you out? I'm not talking about the temporary, self pleasuring kinds but the one you could devote yourself to for a couple hours or more daily. Your ability to absorb is being hindered by your high energy output. The simplest way to balance this is say, a form of martial arts to strengthen, balance and daily expell the excess energy. The feeling of physically being tired will open you to even more, tho now relaxed, to what you are trying to know...yourself.You will be able to find the rest, I promise. I didn't mean to read you without permission... I can't help what I see and I am compelled. I believe you are another old soul, I also believe there is much you can do to help and the sooner (no pressure,honest.this will take as long as it takes) the better. Blessed be, Ladyhawke ❤
Ancestor (47 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-02-22)
ladfyhawke there is nothing to apologize for, because I wasn't offended at all, now looking back at my previous post, it proboly sounded better in my head at the time. I get that alot.;)
I never said I disagreed with you, I am still learning, and proboly will learn the rest of my life, we merely just had a discussion.
To me also all reallity is a way of learning, including the physical, not long ago my life was very different then how I live my life now, and soon the last remnants of my *old life*) I really can't find another way to explain it) will come to an end, and the next fase is about to begin, I'm kind of in a stuck situation to what my next step will be, also got to many questions that need to be answered, they may be already inside me, but I just can't see or hear them. So for me astral projection is a *way* as I would like to call it to learn and experience a new part of myself, or should I say old:/.

Anyway, I wish you the best,
Ancestor.
Ladfyhawke (1 stories) (103 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-02-22)
Apologies Ancestor, perhaps it would be easier to explain as another room to an immense home. To me all reality is a means to learn, if I wish. Because I work on things I often refer to tools and means of travel. The point of the dissagreement is the main reason I don't read the technical stuff any more. Even the basic languages leave so much for interpreting... It takes away from the blessings of doing,being,becomming.If we could just realize together you would see we would not disagree. Blessed be, Ladyhawke ❤
Ancestor (47 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-02-21)
Ladyfyhawke, thanks for your advice, I actually already busy reading the book adventures beyond the body of william buhlman, helped me somewhat understand certain things, and I think its unwise to try to read me any further for you would only get confused and even more tired -.-.nobody on this good earth has possibly got the means to read me;). And yes I am very frustrated and very tired, but not with the world, more like society itself... However I cannot rest peacefully yet until I got my answers, I need to know, I'm asking a lot from myself, this is just the way I am.
I wish I could leave my body yes, but to explore and learn though, I don't want to leave the physical planes just yet, my yourney hasnt even begun yet:). How can you say astral projection is a tool?
Thats just like saying our souls are a tool. I can imagine the physical bodies being vehicles, tools for us to to explore the physical (the now and here), but saying astral projection is a tool sounds rather uncorrect from my point of view.

Blessing back,
Ancestor.
Ladfyhawke (1 stories) (103 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-02-21)
shapeshifter78,pilgrim is a good start.There's a calling, for me a homesickness that draws me toward my creative parent... The lover of my soul. Like a gold and silver thread a pathway winds through all of this and leads us onward... The name is living, its all we can remember. Ancestor, When I read you I feel very tired. Is the worlds frustrations making you wish you could leave? They won't let you go unless you are willing to come back. What I was looking for out there I found in here, meaning we all carry the answer with us at all times. I know its hard to see, the world is very distracting and confusing. Astral projection is not an answer, it is a tool... No matter where you go you still are who you are and until the home of the soul is right its hard to go beyond it and be clear.However,this reality is a place for the curious and though it is now considered old fashioned I still believe Robert Monroe (not so much the institution created around him, but his first book to start with), gives good technical advise. Understanding matter will help, the body is gross matter, the spirit is fine. When the vibration is raised high enough the spirit simply slips between the molecules of the heavier body. I insist it is important to call for protection before practice, it sets the mind to a higher expectation as well as helping watch over you, we are children and still need our parents guidance. Being free of all binding clothing and jewelry also seems important. There is some mental imagery that can help. I imagine a belt of light encircling me from the top of my head... I mentally push it down below my feet slightly then draw it up to just above my head. I do this over and over making it move faster and faster. It takes on a life of its own at a high frequency and I can begin to pull myself free... Think like a cloud and rise. Thats the basic. Control takes time, and to raise feels like dying to some. There may be needed patience and self examination of beliefs and expectations. In your case I feel a need to rest peacefully... These excercises can be exhausting, its a 'new'muscle being worked, it takes time and a lot of energy. It may be easier to simply give over your spiritual self and let God take you where it is needed for you to go... Blessed be, Ladyhawke ❤
Ancestor (47 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-02-20)
Hmm, if we were going to choose someone to spread the word to the world, to the unknowing people, you would proboly be one of our choices ladfyhawke.
I can't just imagine how much you know about all this, I'm still learning myself. But it seems rather difficult. The only good thing I can do is somewhat remebering my dreams in a confusing way... Ladfyhawke can you give me some advice about astral projecting, I had some dreams that my mind was unconscience, and then suddenly turned conscience, because I knew at some moments I was dreaming, and got some pretty heavy vibrations, I'm in need of answers (spiritual way), and I believe astral projecting can do that.
Shapeshifter, don't you wonder what's on the other side?
I like to say this to myself everytime as a reminder as a knowledgeseeker, keep an open mind, for its the key the selfevolution. But that's just my point of view.

Greetings,
Ancestor.
shapeshifter78 (2 stories) (169 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-02-20)
That is actually good explanation even though I believe that there is a greater deity, I just do not want to make that connection. I am not an athiest or a Christian. I don't even think there is a name for what I am on religions point.
Ladfyhawke (1 stories) (103 posts)
+2
7 years ago (2012-02-20)
shapeshifter78.I do not worry about your connection with a higher power... If there was none you would not be here...lol.Your choice to bond with divinity is just that, your choice. Your life will reflect in the small things you think no one will notice. The fact that you are even asking is a clear insight to your questioning mind. You can learn all there is to know without the help of anyone here. I refer to God and higher power regularly because I have found that seekers are more comfortable with those descriptions. My friend, if you take the time to trully ask with your heart of hearts, you will meet a creative force so immense that no religion will encapsulate, no philosophy will give you more than just a glimpse... You will be left wordless and on your knees, no, on your face... You will be able to throw away everything written by humankind, because you will be in direct line (a line of huge proportion) with the author of this reality and all known/unknown realities as well... But of course your path will take as long as you wish. Thats the only way you can be sure, so test away, ask away, and one day be prepared to be totally blown away by an ageless truth that answers all questions and let's you further adventure into an ever expanding companionship with more than you will ever imagine... It could start with a quiet, wordless moment that begins with 'Who are you?' Probably not the exact answer you wanted, but I am compelled to say what is in my heart... Blessed be,Ladyhawke ❤
shapeshifter78 (2 stories) (169 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-02-19)
[at] ladfyhawke, I am just wondering, what if you don't make a connection with a deity? I have not and do not plan to and I am wondering of any affects of not doing this.
Ladfyhawke (1 stories) (103 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-02-19)
Your life is very busy. Alot of energy is used to project and pick up different experiences. Theres a lot of energy simply sparking off around you. With out taking the time to focus or draw a grounding energy you will eventually only experience short bursts that won't really be helpful to you. I feel a quieting of the mind and a decision about your basic beliefs will strengthen the bond between you and your 'connection'to the spiritual world you seek. Given time and quiet practice at focusing on simple helpfulness to the greater devinity, I believe you will find a calling that will coinside with your desire to be a good person and a helpful friend. Blessed be, Ladyhawke ❤

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