Not sure where to begin. First off, I never thought I would be writing anything on one of these forums. And second off, my family (especially my dad and his side of the family) have always had experiences with spirits and ghosts and more. It's been like that for generations, my father was born with a "veil".
My father recently passed away in September and since then I have been experiencing weird and unusual things. I had a few experiences where while laying in bed my body became paralyzed and I could not breathe, but I was fully aware of what was going on, I was not asleep, and then it happened again, this time I was lifted out of my body and thrown to the floor, but being stopped just inches away from the floor, flipped over onto my belly and dragged by a black shadow figure.
I spoke with my mother and she gave me a Saint Benedict medal, since then, I have not had anymore episodes.
The other night, while lying in bed, my eyes were open, I started to see some form of smoke and clouding, got freaked out and just laid in bed with my eyes closed. When I opened them again the smoke was all around me and in the middle this orb of light. The smoke continued to revolve around me and constantly move.
I ended up calling my mom. And she told me it could be my dad. I went back in bed and it continued, I said to the mist, if your here in the name of Jesus, ok, but if you're not then get the hell out. It slowly left but it was back about 5 minutes later. Same orb light in the middle (looked like a bunch of golden wires all jumbled together, was not a perfect circle) The smoke was white and gray (not sure if that makes a difference).
I am not extremely surprised because of my family history, but I am just wondering if I am going crazy or if maybe I am starting now to experience these things? I am confused.