My name is Sydney and I am a younger teenage girl.
I never thought I had any physic or medium abilities until we moved to our current house last year. Well, actually never mind. Let me start out with my earlier memories. I shall also tell you some other stuff.
One day I was riding the bus home from school. At that time I had a small tank with a few baby goldfish. I had a thought where I felt like everyone of the fish died. Turns out, when I got home, they were all dead.
I have had dreams where I will be doing an unimportant activity. A couple days later I will find myself doing the same activity.
I can here footsteps. I can hear people walking on carpet.
If I listen to conversations, I can sometimes tell what people are going to say. Like odd stuff I shouldn't be able to guess.
When the phone rings sometimes I can tell who it's going to be, when I am not waiting for a call or anything.
I also have a very, very strong connection with animals. Animals have always been drawn to me, and I have always been drawn to them. I can sometimes feel their emotions, like an empath.
When I walk into a house I can feel energies of people.
Just lots of stuff like that. It's been going on a lot more this past year. Anyways, to the house.
We moved to this house about a year ago. It was built in the 50's. The original house was built in the late 1800's. It burnt down at some point. I didn't learn this until after I smelled smoke quite a bit. No one in the family smokes, and it smelled like burning wood, anyways. I don't know if anyone died or was injured in the fire.
In this house I can feel a presence. It's a male, and he has been bugging me a lot. He first started last year. I did not have a boyfriend then. (I do now) He likes to watch me in my room. My room is the only room I feel him in. I can also smell his aftershave or whatever. He will sometimes sit on my bed. I can feel the pressure of him on my bed. I feel him watching me. He seemed peaceful and harmless enough. This went on for a couple weeks straight. Never did I engage in any contact. I wasn't sure what to do, and I was afraid.
Fast forward to now. I have a boyfriend. I think this spirit is jealous of him. The other morning I was laying in bed thinking of him. All of a sudden I could feel the spirit is back. Watching me. He is angry. He started sending me bad thoughts and day dreams about my boyfriend being dead. The bed got really hot. I can tell he is jealous and angry at my boyfriend. He lives across the state, and for once, that's a good thing, I am worried that this male spirit would try and hurt him. I have yet to tell him what is going on, but I am planning on it in the morning.
I have heard that spirits get energy from running water. I have four fish tanks in my bedroom, 6 total in the house. All of them have moving water. Could this explain why he is so strong?
Tonight, I heard my name being called over and over. It was like he was talking through the water, and it was really creepy. After about 30 seconds of this, it stopped, but even now, I still feel him watching me.
If anyone could tell me what I may be, and what this spirit wants, please, please do. I have not told my parents yet, just one friend who is similar to me. I really need some help. Are there any other people who I can email or something? I would like to strengthen my abilities (if I even have any) and know how to use them safely.