I am a 16 year old female, and I hardly have any friends, and as if that isn't bad enough, I have migraines on top of that. I've been to many specialists and doctors who tell me that my migraines are just stress related... But the thing is, there is no stress. I am starting to wonder if they are related to the things that have been happening.
I have been known to have deja-vu, and zone out. I have had an encounter with with my grandmother who had past away when I was 3. I could remember sitting in the backseat of the jeep on our way back from Disney World. My grandmother was outside of the car while it was still moving, and her hands were pressed against the passenger side window. She said to me, "Ashley baby, don't you worry, everything will be alright. One day we will be together again in heaven..." I asked her, "Mawmaw? Why are you outside of the car? Don't you want to sit next to me?" She replied, "No Sweetie. I can't stay too long. I need to go. They are calling me..." At that point all I said was, "Ok mawmaw, I love you, buh bye!" A few minutes later, my dad had received a call to his cell phone about his mother. She had past away about eight minutes before my parents say I started talking to the window. My dad had heard my side of the conversation and he was stunned to where he could not drive. This experience has never been released to anyone outside of my family.
That was when everything started. I don't like big crowds, and I never have. I have always had headaches and they soon turned into migraines, and recently they have gotten worse. My cat used to love coming around me, but she hates me now. I can't come within 3 feet of her before she tries to scratch at me. My ipod shuts off, my computer freezes, and my cell phone goes haywire. I won't receive messages for days when I'm upset.
There have been times where I pick up the phone to call someone, and they call the instant I pick up the phone. I have talked to a person about something I have heard about them and it turns out that not only was it true, but the information I have told them was never released. I am so confused. I took the card thing. I don't know what it is called, but I got a 10 out of 25. And I know that was not my best because I have ADD and ADHD.
I am afraid of the dark, like there is another realm out there on our dimension that exists at its strongest at night time. I get so many cold spots, and so many random emotions, I don't know what is going on.
I live in New Orleans. I got very sick a few days before Katrina had hit. I started saying goodbye to my friends. They thought I was insane. The strange thing is, those who I said goodbye to, their homes were destroyed.
Please. If anyone can tell me what I am going through. PLEASE, tell me.