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Do I Have Clairaudience?


Ever since I was little, I had ear problems. In 5th grade, I had ear surgery. When I was in 8th grade, I had a check-up on my ears. The doctors told me that I might hear some noises, like a train passing by and that it was normal, but that's not what happened. Some time after, I kept on hearing voices. They were creepy voices that kept repeating my name. I got really scared. I would tell my sisters & mom, and they were worried. My dad didn't believe me one bit. My dad thought I was lying and making things up because he referred to the doctors saying that I would just hear noises of cars passing by, not voices. Those voices didn't stop. My sisters & mom all prayed for me. They tried praying for the voices or "Satan" to get away from me. Sadly, nothing worked. I was scared every night and day. They kept saying my name over and over. The only places I felt safe was at school and church, where I knew I'd be surrounded by lots of people. I would do my homework and hear the voices call my name, and I tell my twin sister. She just told me to ignore it. One time I was crying to my pastor about it. He prayed for me. I don't remember when it stopped but eventually it did.

I had a lot of bad experiences on bed. I would wake up not breathing and moving. I would feel pressure on my chest and some whispering for me to lay on my back so they can sit on me. I would fight to move and refuse to let it control me. There were times when I would wake up at 3 or 4 am. This one time I felt a finger poke my right shoulder. One time I felt a pull from my blanket. I try to search all this up. I had a crazy idea thinking I had Schizophrenia. I don't think I do. I mean, I hear voices, but I don't see shadows, or I don't hallucinate. I researched and found "Sleep Paralysis". It's when you're awake in your nightmares during REM sleep, and you feel like you can't move and breathe. It's when you see your bedroom and a spirit sitting on top of you or near you. You feel scared. You try to move. You suddenly wake up in reality. One time I was having a "sleep paralysis" episode, and I remember seeing a girl with long black hair laying on top of me. She was digging her head into my left shoulder and wrapping her hands around my waist, saying my name in a creepy voice. I for sure have this, but science can't prove everything.

Also, there are times when I hear breathing or my name being called random times at day. During nights, I'd hear breathing in the direction that I know is not coming from my sisters. I may have ear problems, but those spirits make sure only I hear them. At night when I'm trying to sleep and close my eyes, I can see a white or dark light flash from the corner of my eyes. I heard it's when spirits are checking up on you. Is that true? I never tell anyone about what I go through. I keep everything to myself. Do I have clairaudience (when you can hear spirits/voices)? Please help me. I've been wanting to find the truth about me. I don't think I have much of a strong power as other psychics, but I've been wanting answers to at least make me feel like these weird happenings make sense. Thank you very much for reading and listening.

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mythinkingbox (1 stories) (11 posts)
12 years ago (2012-09-20)
[at] Lilylove1
I'm so sorry for the late reply.
Oh ok. I understand about the Jesus being selective and accepting children to Heaven.
I think demons are a different story. Some psychics and mediums have a purpose of talking to spirits and helping them with their earthbound situation. For people who think they can be friends with demons, they should rethink what they're doing. I also heard that not all demons are evil and some are there to protect and help people. So who knows. We never know until we ask. We have to be sure of who we are spiritually communicating to. It is hard to comprehend especially in this physical world whether we think the phenomenons we experience are real or not. We just have to trust our inner self.
Lilylove1 (33 posts)
12 years ago (2012-08-09)
The reason why I said that I do not think that He is selective at which children He takes is because Jesus himself said "Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. Therefore whoever takes the lowly position of this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven." Matthew 18:3-4 Jesus showed us that children are welcomed into heaven. The "ghosts" that we all feel sorry for may not be children at all. By His words, He takes the children to heaven.

When God warns us not to speak to the dead, I believe that He is warning us that we will in fact be speaking to His enemy. The list contains all things rooted in the worship of false gods and predictions from familiar spirits (demons). These all worship the same entity. We mistakenly think that talking to "dead" people is almost the same as talking to alive people after they are dead. It is almost unheard of people with a great relationship with God, happy uneventful family life, great marriages and career success having a relationship with the "dead". Tradegy, depression, addiction, physical health issues, anxiety are frequent and almost always present in families who are involved with these practices. I know in my case and probably almost all others, they are not dead people, but demons that deceive us into them and away from God. Clearly you can see why tradegy follows us then, we are speaking to the makers of it.

Why would people speak to demons? They think that they are their friends and they are not afraid.
mythinkingbox (1 stories) (11 posts)
12 years ago (2012-07-30)
[at] Lilylove1
Oh ok. Yeah, I understand what you mean now. Aww, I feel bad for you. You must've felt heavy negative feelings after you realized you conversed with a demon. Wow, that's so crazy. After all that, they were just intending to have bad things happen to you. Why would people converse with demons if they know it is?
Lilylove1 (33 posts)
12 years ago (2012-07-28)
What I intended to say was not that they spoke of their "lives" in no good events, but that often those that choose to converse with them usually experience those things after the onset of the relationship with them. It is common for those of us who choose to speak with them to experience unexplained depression, despair and hopelessness and/or to find ourselves plagued by addiction.
Yes, the little girl was a demon pretending to be a little girl. Demons are dangerous and you should not be conversing. The reason why I told you about the little girl is because I had no idea that she or the shadows were demons at the time. They will deceive you. There are few people that start a relationship with something that they know is a demon. The predictions started out small with songs and conversations, people that I would soon meet, etc. I thought that I was psychic, wow I knew about this before it happened. Those types of things happened when I was seeing them but before conversing with them, I did not attribute it to them at the time. When I began speaking to them, I thought they were just lost ghosts or something (remember I was a confused teenager at the time). The predictions of bad things were less frequent at first, and I had begun to trust them so I thought of it only as warnings. It took many years before I realized that the "predictions" were their intentions.
mythinkingbox (1 stories) (11 posts)
12 years ago (2012-07-28)
[at] Lilylove1
So, that little girl (that took the form of a little girl so you can help/talk to her) is a demon you talked to along with other demons? Demons talk about death, destruction, their life story in depression, suicide, hopelessness, and no good events? Aren't they...dangerous, and you shouldn't be talking to them?

Wow, that's crazy and amazing they are able to recite their afterlife. Why do you think Jesus is not selective in the children he chooses to bring to Heaven? I'm a bit confused. Is the first paragraph you wrote about demons and the second paragraph about ghosts? That seems like a really good, eye-opening book to read.

Thanks for the scripture, but can you interpret what it means so I can understand it from your view?
Lilylove1 (33 posts)
12 years ago (2012-07-27)
About the difference between ghosts and demons...

I used to converse with a little girl when I was a teenager. She told me her story of life and approximately when she lived and how she died. Her grammar was childlike and believable for the era she described. She would tell me she was afraid of the shadows and would leave as certain shadows arrived. I now believe that she was just one of them posing as a child knowing that I would gladly try to "help" her. They speak only in deception. You cannot be sure of the truth of the words, usually unless it predicts death or destruction. The words that they predicted death and destruction came true in several cases, and they could predict no joyous event... They never even gave information for good events. They are familiar spirits (demons) those which can predict only death and destruction. That is not the only one that I spoke to who had a story to tell, but each eventually showed that depression, suicide thoughts, addiction, hopelessness, and rebellion were what they generously gave any who would listen and speak with them.

There are many stories of young children having an experience of losing their lives and being resuscitated, and when they wake tell parents of a heavenly experience. They describe Jesus taking them to heaven, wisdom given to them by Him, and can even very descriptively describe where and what each of their parents was doing at the time death. They return with love and peace. I can only imagine that Jesus is not selective in which children He brings to Heaven. A book written by the parents of a three year old boy who had an experience is called "Heaven is for Real" and can be found at your local library tells of a tradegy that turned blessing for him.

"Let no one be found among you who... Interprets omens, engages in witchcraft, or casts spells, or who is a medium or spiritualist or who consults the dead.". Duet. 18:10-11
mythinkingbox (1 stories) (11 posts)
12 years ago (2012-07-26)
[at] IslVoter
Really? Wow. Ok, I'll remember the pinky finger next time. I tried meditating and setting a first meeting with my spirit guides, but no one showed up. I have a feeling that it will take time to get used to and practice. I want to meditate so I can be able to use/control my powers and become stronger. Yeah, there is so much I don't know yet. I've been recently doing research as in reading information and watching videos on clairaudience, spirit guides, meditation, etc. That is true. I agree with you. I tend to fear a lot and am trying to just let go of my fears. Thank you for your help.

[at] Rosetta
Oh, wow. I didn't know that. Thanks very much for telling me.
Rosetta (1 stories) (52 posts)
12 years ago (2012-07-25)
Everyone is born with an angel and demon to protect them and make sure that they are spiritually and mentally balanced, actually. They often are the cause of your sudden emotions or thoughts. They are an important part of you
IslVoter (257 posts)
12 years ago (2012-07-22)

Yes, moving a small part of the body, like your pinky finger, is often recommended as the way to end sleep paralysis.

As to whether just letting it happen will "allow it to have total control over" you--my personal opinion is that there is no "it" controlling you--you are in a struggle with you.

As many have described by now, that sensation that you are paralyzed and "someone" is trying to get into your body--is YOU, your consciousness and energy body--trying to re-enter your own physical body. But because you are "awake" to feel it, you fear that it is another.

Usually, when we go out of body each night, we are not consciously aware, so we don't witness this part.

When you are ready, when you have read up and learned about OBEs or astral projection, then just allowing will allow you to be conscious while out of your body--and to do, literally, whatever you think of doing.

You can fly to anyplace, without any discomfort. You can contact anyone--friends, people who have passed. You can ask any question you want answered and, if they feel it is in line with your path, guides will answer.

You do need to be aware of your master guide or some entity in order to feel empowered. A master guide is with everyone from the day they are born until they die. They are there to protect you and to help you accomplish what you set out to accomplish in this life. Often, we don't remember or know what that is, but this is a way of finding out.

So--I don't believe you are subjecting yourself to anything "bad" if you allow this to happen. You will just be consciously experiencing what our consciousness each and every night.

There is much, much, much to be learned out there. Fear is the only thing that prevents you from learning it.

Isle - Lora
mythinkingbox (1 stories) (11 posts)
12 years ago (2012-07-21)
[at] IslVoter
Thank you for giving me the site. I'll look into it. When I realize I'm in a sleep paralysis episode, I do everything I can to move. I start with my face and then my toes. Something. Even if it's a small movement. I have to let myself know that I am still in control of my own body. I'm not sure if I should "embrace" and test what the episode will do to me. If I choose to not move my body, will it make it worse by allowing it to have total control over me? I don't know what will happen if I did. I will do more research, and thanks for mentioning the the book. I will be aware. Thanks for your input.

[at] ritvikshankar
Thank you for sharing the link. I will read into it and find what's helpful for me. Thanks for the help.
ritvikshankar (6 posts)
12 years ago (2012-07-20)
[at] mythinkingbox:

Here is the link that may help. SSRF is a foundation that has researched on various aspects of spirituality.


Also, detailed research on ghosts, devils, demons is available there.
You can even contact them and ask any question. Truly an awesome organisation. I am not related to them in any way... Just appreciate their work.

Hope this helps,
God Bless:)
IslVoter (257 posts)
12 years ago (2012-07-19)

I think you are psychically aware and you have had a lot of experiences with sleep paralysis related to out of body experiences. Check out the sister site to this one ( for a description of what that is.

Basically, we all "travel" at night--with out consciousness--and leave our body behind (and some energy bodies usually).

Many people, especially when they are afraid of falling asleep because of what they might hear or experience, get themselves into the condition where their mind is awake but their body is asleep. That means you have sleep paralysis--but your brain wants to move.

And reducing fear is the key to all of it. First of all, you might be able to break the lock of the sleep paralysis by concentrating on just moving one little pinky finger. Then, you should be able to wake the body and become in synch.

Sometimes (often) people experience what they think is an evil entity on top of them, trying to get in--when in fact it is YOU, trying to reenter your own body. People feel it to be this incredibly strong entity trying to get to them. Some see it as the Old Hag (look it up on Google). Really, it is you fighting you.

So, put aside as much of the fear as you can. As to the calling of your name, the footsteps, the roaring sounds--all of thing can be pre-projection "tests".

Usually, it is your own brain and body warring with each other. The brain is always testing--"Body---Are you asleep? What if I make the sound of footsteps? Will you move?" It is part of the projection process--but not part of normal sleeping pattern.

So, you can choose to either shut down the whole process, by stopping the sleep paralysis, or you can embrace what it is that is happening and see what exactly you will experience as a consciousness==fully awake and aware.

Make sure you do your homework first. READ--all you can about the process, how to avoid all the pitfalls and fears related to it. I prefer a book by William Buhlman called Adventures Beyond the Body.

There are many, many sites and forums on the internet dedicated to it, to experiences of it.

But for you--you need to get some handle on what is really happening to you and reduce the fears. It is all in your control. NOTHING can be done to you that you don't want. Ignore the demon/angel kind of talk. There are all kinds out there, but you have entities that are there with you to insure you are safe and well. Trust them. Begin to be aware of them.

Good luck to you.

Isle - Lora
mythinkingbox (1 stories) (11 posts)
12 years ago (2012-07-19)
[at] Lilylove1
Thank you for understanding. How can you tell the difference between ghosts and demons? I would like to help ghosts, but I don't want to mistaken it for ghosts if they really turn out to be demons. I don't want to be scared during a sleep paralysis episode, but it's my natural reaction. I don't know how I'm suppose to react towards the ghosts that paralyze me.
mythinkingbox (1 stories) (11 posts)
12 years ago (2012-07-19)
[at] Rosetta
Thank you for saying I'm not crazy. Okay, I'll try. But how can I tell if it's a spirit that wants help or a spirit that wants to just haunt me? Wow, thank you so much for answering my question. Now I know that I do have it and not just making things up. I hear the voices when I listen to music, when I'm alone, and when I'm trying to sleep. Everyone is born with an angel and demon inside them?
Lilylove1 (33 posts)
12 years ago (2012-07-19)
I understand your fear. When I was a child, I would hear them "breathing" frequently at night, but at times when I was alone during the day. I rarely saw anything during daylight hours, but on occasion I did see them during the day. I could hear something like white noise just maybe a few seconds before they would come (at night) it got increasingly loud and suddenly they would attack with an unexplainable feeling. There were always the same three shadows (now I know these are demons). I spent years being afraid of what they would do next. After "getting used" to the fact that they were going to be there I got curious and started communicating with them. Once I began that (do not converse with the demons) I saw daily a "man" standing in our hallway just watching myself and my young children. I have found out how to silence them and send them away. The Lord Jesus will save you as well. The book "Satan's Dirty Little Secret" will explain how to get rid of them. You must personally rebuke them in Jesus' name EVERY time you hear them. They will eventually stop coming. Those that are there must leave immediately and it instantly stops sleep paralysis!

Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. Come near God and He will come near you. James 4:6-8
Rosetta (1 stories) (52 posts)
12 years ago (2012-07-18)
If you think you're crazy, that most likely means that you're probably NOT. To even THINK you are schizophrenic is a sure sign of you NOT being schizophrenic. The girl could have just been a very lonely spirit and you probably reminded her of the person who used to take care of her when she was alive or someone she really cared about and loved. Try to talk to her if you see her again. Just because she sounds creepy doesn't mean she's evil. All ghosts arent evil, and are often misunderstood. And yes, you do have clairaudience. Don't worry about the random noises, its actually kind of normal for that to happen. Trust me when I say I know how you feel. I always hear random voices calling my name, especially when I'm listening to music. The being paralyzed when you wake up is probably because a ghost is sitting on you (a poltergeist most likely since it scared you.) The white or dark light flashes could be your angel or demon (yes everyone is also born with a demon) checking on you. I don't know about it being spirits though.

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