Let me start this off by saying I am 15 years old. I just turned 15, and have had the impression that I was at least slightly psychic since I was 12.
I have always had an impression of what was going to happen. I can't remember ever not having it. I also feel what others feel emotionally, and sometimes what they think. I have Jesus in my life as well, and I have been praying about this almost nonstop. Evidently, I am also smart, what people would call "gifted" at school. It's hard for me to judge myself. I usually don't speak much, because I don't really have something to add to the conversation, that needs to be said. I really, REALLY like to think about philosophy.
I feel like I have to make people understand what they are not getting, when they don't understand how inane life is, and they put too high a price on such little things. It's incredibly stressful, because I can't make them understand. There's also a very strong urge to help those who really, really need it. I also see occasional flashes of light, mostly out of the corner of my eyes.
Now a lot is starting to get a little out of hand.
It used to be that I always had to pay a little more attention to pick up on others' thoughts and emotions, and could ignore them with little effort, except at night, because I didn't have anything else to concentrate on, but recently it has escalated, to the point of me getting headaches from staying with too many people at once, from the emotional overload.
I have also been getting visions, where I only had strong impressions before. They're very vague, nothing concrete while I'm awake, but, simply put, I've seen people get hurt and die. I've felt the loss they feel at the time of death. When I go to bed, the visions grow to the point where I can see almost everything, but can't remember it all later.I've been zoning out a lot lately, because I'm busy thinking about it. I'm easily distracted at the best of times, because I like to ponder philosophy, and now my attention span has just disappeared.
I also have found evidence that I've been sleepwalking recently, something that I haven't done until now. I often wake up, and find things in my room displaced, my door open when I know for sure it was closed, and, most recently, I found a piece of paper that was written on about how "a storm" was coming, and we would have to be strong in order not to die. There are also some seemingly random letters near the bottom, and from what I can tell from my messy handwriting, it looks like it says something along the lines of "Arshijgrntra atra ashjn fghalharn." That may not even be exact, because I have very messy handwriting, but it just seems like gibberish. That is the only part that is incomprehensible. I don't even know. After that line, it just says "Eloi, Eloi, Father God save us!" I don't know if God is trying to tell me something or what. Evidently I wrote it, because it's in my handwriting, and I woke up holding it.
I am, frankly, very confused and alarmed at these strange events, and the escalation of my gifts. If there is anything anybody knows about this, and what I can do, can you help please?