I have posted two other stories on here asking if I was an empath, and some other psychic experiences that I've had. I am an Empath, a Wiccan, and maybe other things. I'm not sure what else I am so that's why I posted another story on there. If you can help me that would be great. Just go to my profile and pick on "Other possible psychic experiences?".
Now to my story:
Let me start by saying that books are my life. I love to read and write.
I was at a bookstore and I bought a book about fictional reincarnation and I saw that one of the main characters last life's name was Ethan. I didn't think much about it until I bought a second book that the main characters name was Ethan also. This book was about magickal powers. After that the name "Ethan" showed up everywhere. I have now four other books that have the name Ethan in it. In one of those books, my father had gave to me. I picked it up and literally thought to myself, "Watch there will be an Ethan in here too." I opened it up to a random page and Ethan was the first name I saw. Another book: I thought to myself, "If I see one more Ethan as a character I know for a fact that it's not a coincidence." Another main character. Ethan. I was once at a bookstore picked out a random book and it's main character was Ethan yet again. That's when I started to think that maybe I was going crazy because of this. On commercials, on signs, books. Everywhere. But then I started to do some research. I started connecting books with other books, picking out the similarities between them. I now keep all the books with the name Ethan in it or connecting to it in a little area near my headboard. I was getting very scared because I became sort of obsessed with the subject and Ethan. I thought that I was going insane for a while and I thought that I was a freak. Now that I've found this website I know maybe I'm not?
Now in all of the books there was something to do with either magick, my religion, or anything like that. I started finding the books before I became a Wiccan. Could maybe the books be pointing towards my destiny to be a Wiccan? Or does it have something to do with Ethan? Or both? Could Ethan be apart of a past life that I've had? Or maybe foreshadowing about my future?
I really think I might be losing it. But maybe not? I have these strong feelings towards the name. Like it's familiar and comforting to me. All I want to know why I'm seeing this name. It's been haunting me for about a year and a half now. The obsession over it had died down a bit but it doesn't leave out the curiosity of the subject.
Please, PLEASE. Someone help me. This has been happening for so long. And I just want some peace knowing that I'm not crazy.
I'm pretty sure that I left something out and if I did I'll post it in a comment.
Thank you so much! And thanks for all the support on me being an empath!