I've had thoughts and dreams of the future ever since I was little. It started getting serious when I was about 9. I had a dream of this girl my age with a gun shot through her forehead in a white dress chasing me around my school, when I eventually entered a classroom there were 4 other girls there with similar wounds in the front of the class. I ran to hide under the teachers desk and the girl who had been chasing me walked overto me, crouched down and offered me her hand; that's when I woke up.
The next day, the shooting in the pennslyvania amish school occurred. During it 10 girls were shot execution style, only 5 of them died. I'm fifteen now and it haunts me to this day. I feel as if I should have done something. My parents have always assured me it was 'just a coincidence' and 'just a dream' but still.
Recently however, I thought of how horrible it would be if someone hit and killed my grandmothers' cat, Lily. And as I thought of this I got this feeling; I can't even describe it. It just made me uncomfortable. Later the next day my grandmother calls sobbing; her cat had been hit and killed. This happened to me once more with my grandmothers other cat.
I also thought of another tragedy. My aunt and uncle getting a divorce. I thought of this about 5 months ago, and guess what? They've been going through a divorce for about 3-4 months now. I just wish I could think of something positive that would happen. Please help me. I haven't the slightest idea what this is, or what is going on. Help?