When I was in college, use to read tarot cards. I was actually quite good at it. However, I began to fear my ability to read them and cast the skill away. Over time though, I missed the control I had.
It has been several years since I have used them.
This leads to the heart of my story. I do not know exactly if what I am is psychic. I have a great skill for reading the emotions of people. I can tell exactly what people are feeling when they come into the room. Although, I tend to "capture" for lack of better words those emotions. It is as though, I mirror them on to myself and I feel emotions that are not mine. This is quite frustrating because it sometimes leaves me with being unable to distinguish my own emotions from other people's emotions.
I am wondering if this is something that is exclusive to me, because I feel very lost with how to handle this situation.
The other side of my story is that I can feel charges of energy on the air. I am very sensitive to when something is happening in my world that is negative. I could be having a terrific day off from work when I have this horrible feeling. So much so that my hands will start shaking and I will feel physically ill. Only later to find out that my project went wrong. Although, it is not exclusive to work related feelings, however I seem to only be able to pick up negative experiences.
Recently, I have had this feeling like that air outside is charged. It has a feeling to it that leaves me feeling kind of dazed. It is different then anything else I have experienced before. I ran though my usual routine of checking on the lives of everyone else whom is important to me. However, there was no problems. The feeling has faded. However I am left feeling uneasy about what caused that emotion.
Partly out of fear of my own abilities, I come to you today. I do not know if you can advise me. I can understand if you think it is farfetched because I know how it sounds. Thank you for taking the time to read this, I am honored.