All my life, I've been able to sense things. Never good things, just bad things. I knew when something terrible was going to happen. I could never explain to anyone how I knew what I knew, I just knew. My feelings weren't usually that specific either. I'm going to try to explain chronologically what has led to me seeking this site out.
I've always been interested in the paranormal since I was a little kid. I can't remember any specific instances from when I was a kid, but that's probably just because I don't remember the majority of my childhood. The first instance I do remember was the summer between 9th and 10th grade. I remember it was the day before a much awaited vacation. My mom, my brother and I were going to SC to visit our grandparents- we went every year. However, this day I felt something awful was going to happen. I was terrified for some reason, but I didn't know why. I tried to shake the feeling off and thought that maybe I was just feeling anxious about flying (though that made no sense because we flew every year and I actually loved it). I begged my mom to take me to work with her before she left, but she said no. Later that day, my father got incredibly drunk and tried to hurt myself and my brother. And my bad feeling, earlier that day, had warned me to get out of the house. I just didn't listen to it.
That bad feeling would happen somewhat frequently throughout the next few years. I was 14 then and I am 17 now and have had several similar incidents. I knew when my brother was going to get into a car crash (twice), when my brother was going to get crazy drunk, when my mother was going to get into a car crash, when our apartment was going to get broken into, when a huge fight was going to break out, when I was going to drop my phone into a river, just to name a few instances.
I learned to accept this feeling, though I haven't quite trusted it yet and learned to listen to it. I feel like I'm supposed to be doing something though. In addition to the psychic abilities that I have, I'm Wiccan and I feel as though I should be doing something right now, I just don't know what. I feel this sense of urgency within me, I know for a fact that I have some sort of destiny or fate I'm supposed to be getting to, I just don't know what and it's starting to drive me nuts.
So, I'm posting this story in the hopes that anyone with similar experiences can shed some light on my situation. If anyone's felt a similar sense of urgency, can you tell me what it meant for you? I'm hoping to get some clues about what I'm supposed to be doing.