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Terrible Yet Amazing Gift


All my life, I've been able to sense things. Never good things, just bad things. I knew when something terrible was going to happen. I could never explain to anyone how I knew what I knew, I just knew. My feelings weren't usually that specific either. I'm going to try to explain chronologically what has led to me seeking this site out.

I've always been interested in the paranormal since I was a little kid. I can't remember any specific instances from when I was a kid, but that's probably just because I don't remember the majority of my childhood. The first instance I do remember was the summer between 9th and 10th grade. I remember it was the day before a much awaited vacation. My mom, my brother and I were going to SC to visit our grandparents- we went every year. However, this day I felt something awful was going to happen. I was terrified for some reason, but I didn't know why. I tried to shake the feeling off and thought that maybe I was just feeling anxious about flying (though that made no sense because we flew every year and I actually loved it). I begged my mom to take me to work with her before she left, but she said no. Later that day, my father got incredibly drunk and tried to hurt myself and my brother. And my bad feeling, earlier that day, had warned me to get out of the house. I just didn't listen to it.

That bad feeling would happen somewhat frequently throughout the next few years. I was 14 then and I am 17 now and have had several similar incidents. I knew when my brother was going to get into a car crash (twice), when my brother was going to get crazy drunk, when my mother was going to get into a car crash, when our apartment was going to get broken into, when a huge fight was going to break out, when I was going to drop my phone into a river, just to name a few instances.

I learned to accept this feeling, though I haven't quite trusted it yet and learned to listen to it. I feel like I'm supposed to be doing something though. In addition to the psychic abilities that I have, I'm Wiccan and I feel as though I should be doing something right now, I just don't know what. I feel this sense of urgency within me, I know for a fact that I have some sort of destiny or fate I'm supposed to be getting to, I just don't know what and it's starting to drive me nuts.

So, I'm posting this story in the hopes that anyone with similar experiences can shed some light on my situation. If anyone's felt a similar sense of urgency, can you tell me what it meant for you? I'm hoping to get some clues about what I'm supposed to be doing.

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Art7 (1 stories) (3 posts)
12 years ago (2012-10-23)
Hi I completely understand your feelings I have the same sense of urgency and that I am supposed to be doing something and just don't know what it can be very frustrating at times. Like your experiences one day I just had a terrible feeling and couldn't describe it to anyone. Later that day my best friends dog died. I felt like it was my fault and I could have prevented it, I know that I couldn't have but I just felt like I should have done something and trusted my instinct. I don't know if this will help you but it helps me to know that someone around my age is going through the same struggle.
PathR (4 stories) (1274 posts)
12 years ago (2012-10-11)
I stopped feeling the urgency.
And wish to live in the moment, but I am just
A little older than you at 52 years I've seen a
Little more of the world though my days.

The idea urgency, you are conveying is the knowledge
Of destiny.

All souls on this earth plane are rising, some quickly. Others have known since youth and have
Been hindered by fears, or family/friends whom have
Prejudicies. To include hurts that require mending.

As humans we open and this aligning to the spirit world, creating an opening that unveils our true eternal self. Some of this will have our known ability, which will compile of many more in a way
That has not been seen before.

It is important to live in the moment and try our
Very best to know that what we do helps keep darkness
At bay, and also shields others. By masting living in
The moment we control the breath, and the breath is the Eternal soul which elevates higher and higher with
Each practice.

Your soul is pure, but please allow people to earn
Your trust, as there are some whom appear upright,
And are not! Trust is earned not given. We have all
The time in the world to complete our destiny.

Krislove (65 posts)
12 years ago (2012-10-11)
Well I don't really get too many bad premonitions. I believe what you have is precognition. It's a form of claircognizance. I'm claircognizant, which basically means I know things without really ever knowing them in this life or have no way of knowing them. I am a very logical person so it's a hard gift to trust in. I think of it like a two way connection with the akashic records. I really haven't got the gift down yet but I'm trying.

I once walked into my uncle's sickroom and I just wanted to cry right away. He had just had surgery and he was on the mend, there was no reason for me to want to cry, but the urge was very overwhelming, a few weeks after that he just died. I also had a feeling that I would never see another uncle ever again if I did not visit him, I didn't go visit and he died the next morning. These regrets taught me that if I do not act on them, I may have residual feelings later. It's a hard lesson.

Basically what I'm trying to say is, life is a series of trial and errors and you just have to live it to the best of your ability given each situation and live with the choices you've made. There are no good or bad choice to make, there's simply what you choose to do in each given moment and what comes after, every experience was created by you. You just have to accept that you are the one who made every decision in your life and every decision you've ever made, is what made you who you are today. I had to learn to accept every choice I ever made and because I love who I turned out to be, there were ultimately no bad choice. It's simply the secret to life. What you choose to do one moment will decide who you are the next. Hope this helps.

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