Ever since I was younger I always seen spirits/demons in my room like dark body figures or gold lights and a woman at my grandmothers house. I would tell my mother but she didn't know what to do. Some figures I saw would scare me to where I didn't want to move. As I get older (now 19) I continue to to see things, including being touched in my sleep, having the feeling of being hated as I lay in bed, walking through warm, scented areas that didn't make sense, and having visions before family members die or demon/spirits talking to me in my dreams. I am really tired of this. I have anxiety now going to sleep. And I encounter my Exs Spirit all the time. After he died I felt his presence in my car and had a weird encounter at his funeral. I heard him talking to me in my head and I felt suffocated as I came to his coffin. When I'm in my car I always have this voice telling me to pull out his pictures and I usually do. Me and his still loved each other. I have dreams of talking to him about how he is doing. In my dreams we have the same feelings, telling each other how much love we have to this day. The last encounter I had was when I was at work. I smelt the scent if his chlothes and broke down in tears. I don't know what he wants. (back to my room) My mother encounters this spirit at night since she moved in my old room. I don't know why they bother me. Like I said its been going on since I was like 6-7. I need some explanations. I can't handle it anymore. Please!