Knowing I'm Not Alone, And What I Have Seen

My story begins at a young age, feeling death around me and understanding all of it, seeing auras of the kids I played with and being made fun of when I spoke of it. These are all things I banished from my mind because I wanted to truly be normal. Through the years though I worked hard to train my mind and body to do amazing things, with a voice always pushing me forwards saying nothing was impossible in a reality we create.

I'm now 21 years old and have learned many things, and have come to accept that I was made and born different from most, if not everyone.

Déjà-vu or seeing the future has become a sense of survival, seeing the bad coming my way. Healing wounds, controlling the pain in my body, or doing the impossible seems to happen all too often for me. At first I had many excuses; I was crazy, mentally ill. It was coincidence or just a freak accident. But after seeing far too much in such a short lifetime, I have to accept that it may be a reality I was afraid to accept. To make it easier I would like to not be alone anymore. I want to be able to share, and so here is my sharing.

Though I've never been confident in healing someone else (until recent) I learned at a young age how the body and soul works. Taking that knowledge I focused on the pain and drew a circle mentally and stopped it with that energy that flowed and circulated through the circle. Healing was a bit different and wasn't just erasing the pain it was fixing the problem. For instance; I was running and had a slip and scrapped my hand up bad. I decided to speed up the healing by focusing on my hand and pouring out every bit of energy I had into and out of that spot as if weaving it in and out and taking a deep breath and then exhaling outwards all of the negativity that I was absorbing through my hand. Within a few days my hand had scarred over and though it was weak tissue, it was perfectly fine.

As far as psychic, I have a strong point in empathy, to the point of sometimes being consumed by the feelings in the atmosphere of the room or people I'm around. The strongest bond I have made to date is with my boyfriend and love. From the moment we met I was deeply connected with him, to the point of not just feeling his emotions anymore but seeing inside his head, what he dreams, and even pushing dreams into his mind when they go bad. I've asked him about it several times and he's named off the very things I focused on for him. I know this all seems crazy and odd, and as for the thing I've done and do it gets more bizarre. Some things I can't post on here and some I don't feel safe for the world to have. But I want someone I can share with and to know that maybe I'm not alone, and not crazy?