Greetings everyone, happy spring! It has been a very long time since I have posted a story, to those who want more insight on anything else you wish to know about myself and my gifts, please feel free to get in contact with me, and now without further adieu, allow me to begin.
I have been trying to understand if I am really using my own will in order to make something that I have set as a goal in my head, come to be. I do however, understand that all people are able to set a goal towards something, and be it pursued enough, it just may happen with determination and hard work put into it. I will give an example to give some more intelligence on what I mean.
Last year in 2012, I was having a talk with my ex girlfriend, she had at one point in our conversation informed me that her iPod was not working properly, and that it had come to a complete freezing point whenever she tried to listen to a song. I thought in my head, "What if I can fix it?"
A few minutes later, I felt confident, so I tried channeling my energy and visualized my energy surrounding her device. I told her to put on her headphones, pick up her iPod, and try to play one of her favorite songs. She trusted me and did exactly what I had told her, and you know what? It worked perfectly, the music played, and she never had an issue with her iPod from that point.
I was astonished when she told me it had actually worked, I know that I am able to send my energy to people to heal them, or give them energy to hold on, but to fix a electronic device? I was surprised beyond belief at that point. A piece of information that I purposely left out though was that my ex was in New York at the time, so I was contacting her from my home in Illinois. That leads me to think that I am able to send my energy across very long distances, even though I believe that anybody can do exactly what I described, even long distances. I will give another scenario help further elaborate on this.
One of my close friends wasn't feeling well some time ago, she was weak and had a horrible, sickly feeling inside. She was aware of my gifts, and when I decided to try to help her, she entrusted me with that task. She lives in the United Kingdom, I was wondering if I could fix the problem from such a long distance, but the distance was several countries away from my location, not just a few states apart like with my ex. I tried my luck, I raised my left arm into the air and closed my eyes, and put my heart and soul into giving her energy to cleanse out that negative energy, I focused my intentions on only her, and then a few moments later, she had told me she felt as good as new. Therefore, I then believed I actually was able to guide my energy across extremely long distances, from using my mind to visualize exactly where I desired my energy to direct itself to. It was like an epiphany.
I have had other experiences in the past, but different, a few are a bit basic though, such as changing the music on iTunes, or a radio by just thinking about wanting to hear the song, and so on. For something like that, it may be just precognition of knowing that the song is about to play, so it pops into my head. Though, I have tried this myself many times. I have purposely thought about a song I really wanted to hear, and then it proceeded on to play after the current song had ended. I'm basically really trying to break the ice and touch upon the matter briefly.
I am an empath, as well as a healer, and from what others have told me in the past, I am also a crystal/rainbow child. Though regardless of what abilities a person possesses, it is our choices that define who and what we are in the long run, a new friend of mine has taught me that.
I honestly think that I am just using my own energy to get all of these results, by using an energy transference from my own willpower, and from willpower, comes energy, because everything in the universe, comes from some kind of energy, no matter what it may be. Thoughts are very powerful, and anything can happen if one truthfully believes that what is desired can exist.
Maybe one day I'll understand more about my gifts, but for now, I have my life to live, with my psychology major in college, and to have a family of my own in the next few years. I'll take it one step at a time. I'll carve my own fate, by helping others, that is what I know I am here for, to give back to Mother Earth and help out the world by inducing truth and love into others. My will is my guide, and my will comes from my virtuous heart.
Please give some of your ideas on what you think so far, I'd love to view through your comments on the matter. Post some questions and or answers, I'll gladly get back to you when I am available. I'm always willing to learn something new about myself, or about others, I'm an open book.
Thank you for your time everyone and much love,