I moved into my duplex in September last year. I put course salt on all the window and door ledges. Things seemed to be fine. Until December / January. I was drained. Physically and mentally. Feelings of worthlessness, depressed. Wanting to kill myself. Hating myself. Everything seems to be going badly.
I actually bounced out of that in late January / February.
I am always angry in my home. Battle to sleep. Everything seems to be going wrong. My electricity bill, my stove, my job. Have been hearing noises up and down my passageway downstairs and my children are fast asleep.
My door opening and closing when my windows are closed.
For the last couple of weeks. I have been feeling as if someone is watching me. Particularly from my children's bedroom.
Last night was the tip of the iceberg. Another sleepless night and my son comes through and says that I woke him up. I told him that I had not and to go back to bed.
I then tried to fall asleep. Turned over and started feeling like someone was on my bed, leaning over me and I could hear heavy breathing in my ear. I screamed and there was nothing there.
I have spoken to my family members who are Pagan witches, they say that I am being psychically attacked.
Please help with some advice on how to get rid of this? I have always been "sensitive" to occurrences. But I am afraid of what is going to happen to my children and myself.
I have read that I need to get white sage and some gem essence. Where do I find this in South Africa?