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Is This An Awakening Or Am I Developing Abilities?


My names Amanda and I'm 22 years old. I would say for most of my life I had this overwhelming feeling of not belonging. I felt like I saw the world completely different than most people. I would feel emotions way more intensely than most. About a month ago something strange started happening to me. So I'm going to list so stuff and I would love to get some feed back. Because I'm not really sure what's happening or what to make of all this. I'm thinking that I'm experiencing some sort of an awakening?

This all started out only happening at night then would go away during the day. I would get this weird vibration in my left foot. It felt like someone was either rubbing my foot, pulling my big toe, poking me with a needle or tickling me with a feather. Now it's this constant vibrating/tingling feeling that never goes away. I can also literally feel pressure or vibrations in my chakras. Even when I am not meditating. (Which prior to this happening I had no idea what chakras were until I did some research to try and find answers to what's going on with me.)

On top of that I started to feel energy, I don't know if they are my guides or angels or just spirits. Sometimes it feels like there is 2 or 3 warm vibrating balls of energy walking back and forth on my bed, or laying near my head. Most nights I can feel a human type figure form behind me; giving off body heat and vibrations, who will either rub my back until I fall asleep or will wrap their arm around my stomach and hold on to me. Sometimes these energies will go through the mattress and blankets in order to touch me. They sometimes wipe away my tears when I'm crying and literally take the sadness out of my body. On a couple of occasions I felt this clammy hand form under mine and they would push their finger tips against mine (in a playful manner, sort of saying like hey I'm here with you right now). I always feel this hand being placed over my heart chakra as well. But the point is I'm always feeling hands touching me all the time. No matter where I am or what I am doing. Last night it felt like there was about 14 people placing their hands on different parts of my body. The hands don't feel the same, some will be cold some will be warm, some vibrate others don't. I don't know what they want, are they doing this to comfort me or try to get my attention?

Something else that happens is on occasion I can hear voices. A woman's voice who said I love you, and a mans voice who said kill. Or I can hear someones voice, as if they are sitting right next to me but I can't make out a word they are saying.

One morning upon awaking I heard a mans voice clear as day say, " Bow down to the other side. Amanda everything is going to be okay, you are going to be okay. Trust what is going on. Your body is going through a transition right now. (He continued to talk but some of it was muffled and I think this is what he said next) Your life's mission (Maybe transformation?) is 65% done." He continued to talk but I had trouble hearing so I asked him to repeat what he said twice. He let out this sigh and said repeat after me. " My names Amanda and I am on a life's mission, I was unaware of this mission until this year". I said it and then the voice went away. He left me with this impression of a "camp counselor type", I don't know why but it was just the gut feeling I got from it. (Also my solar plexus chakra is constantly vibrating all the time.)

The next thing is I can see orbs, sometimes flashes of light out of the corner of my eye. One night out of the corner of my eye I saw this person in a bright white robe walking towards my bed, I freaked out and turned to look at this person but they disappeared instantly. Or so I thought, I continued to look in that direction and I could see swirls of transparent energy in a human figure. Freaked out I got up and called on Archangel Michael for protection and again out of the corner of my eye I saw this person in a white robe walk into my room. Granted I don't see this stuff all the time, only when I really focus on it or ask for a sign.

Many other things have happened, like knowing things before they happened. Being able to pick up on what someone is feeling (even via text, I don't even have to be near this person to get this gut feeling of their emotions.) Another thing is I keep seeing the word healer in my head. (My mom is very sick and lost complete feeling in her right shoulder blade, after rubbing her back one night she regained feeling. Even after several doctors said she will never ever have feeling there again.) (Also When I was little I would ALWAYS have these dreams of having "magical" abilities that would cure peoples illnesses. Never did I know how significance of these dreams until now.)

I would always question why I was placed here on earth, up until a month ago I had no idea (was sort of drifting through my entire life). But things are starting to get clearer for me. Since this started happening I realized that I won't be the one who finds the cure to cancer or invent some crazy amazing invention. But I feel like I'm here to sort of help people, to show them the beauty in life. To help people rise above the negative situations in life and focus on the positives. I just have this overwhelming urge to give back and help however many people as I can.

So my question is, does anyone know what's going on with me? Is this really an awakening? All this stuff going on, is it going to get stronger or fade away at some point? I mean it feels like its getting stronger since I've become more aware of it and stopped fearing it. But will it last?

I didn't list everything but if you want to get more details or talk more privately about this shoot me an email:

But I would love to hear if anyone has any advice or input, perhaps a similar situation! Please share it with me!

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AmandaLynn (1 posts)
9 years ago (2013-09-15)
My name is also Amanda and I am going through some of the same changes. I just turned 26 and haven't had any real guidance to how to deal with this sort of change. I have had trouble sleeping where I don't sleep more than a few hours a night and have been running really hot on both my hands and feet. I also have tingling in my feet and don't quite understand. I have always seen different entities or felt their presence. I have also been experiencing some range of emotions I can't explain. What can I do to suppress that or control them all?
lilylove (3 stories) (362 posts)
10 years ago (2013-05-29)
Spirits guides can't stop it but they can offer advice. I also think your spirit guides are happy that you're communicating with them.
After reading your post about the kundalini awakening and rereading your experiences, I think you are going through a kundalini awakening.
There is a website I found that I think may help you find out if you're going through an awakening but the problem is that story is an article and its from several years ago so its hard to find it on the website so do this.
Go to and type " what is a kundalini awakening and have I had one"
The first website result will be called click on it and read it. I hope it helps you. If you still have questions please ask I'll do my best to answer.
MandyBeex3 (1 stories) (4 posts)
10 years ago (2013-05-28)
well you get used to it after a while it becomes apart of you. Everything will become normal to you even though it may not be normal for someone who doesn't experience things like this. Sometimes you just have to meditate or just find somewhere you can relax and really feel what's going on within you and let your mind wonder and you will find out things you never have before. That's how it is with me anyway.
bringbacksunday5 (1 stories) (2 posts)
10 years ago (2013-05-28)
Lilylove: I've asked my guides several times to stop this process because I couldn't handle it and it hasn't stopped. Someone told me that this is a Kundalini awakening (ascension, light body awakening ect.) Once it starts you have no control of it and it literally takes years to finish its course. I can't do this for years. I feel like I'm losing my mind.
Since I am able to feel my guides touch me I sort of play this game with them, touch my right shoulder for yes and left for no. But that doesn't even work because they just touch both shoulders at once. Maybe they are just excited because I can finally feel them around me? I just don't know what to do anymore. It's too overwhelming. 😢
lilylove (3 stories) (362 posts)
10 years ago (2013-05-28)
You can contact your spirit guide by just talking to your spirit guide. Several years ago I wanted to contact my guide but I didn't know how until one day I realized that only way to contact my guide was by asking her. Basically I mentally called her and spoke with her and I would do that a lot and I wasn't sure if she was hearing me until I realized that she responded by mentally giving me nudges. I believe guides respond in different ways so yours may contact you in his or her way. 
You can ask god to turn it off for a while. That is what I do when I need a break from my abilities and they do turn off. When I am ready to have my abilities on I ask and they turn on.
bringbacksunday5 (1 stories) (2 posts)
10 years ago (2013-05-27)
Thanks for responding you guys!

Lilylove: Do you know how I can turn something like this off? Just because it feels so overwhelming right now. I don't mind being able to feel other spirits around me, I just can't take this constant vibration in my foot. On a side note I can't really talk to my spirit guides, I'm having a hard time with that. So my next question is how can I communicate better with them? Do you have an tips or suggestions?

MandyBeex3: How did you cope with all of this? I'm having a really hard time adjusting to all of this.

NormanTrollip: I'm in the process of sending you an email!
lilylove (3 stories) (362 posts)
10 years ago (2013-05-27)
You are finally realizing what you are supposed to be doing in this lifetime so yes you can call it an awakening. I believe because of your awakening your psychic abilities have also woken up. Your psychic abilities will probably become stronger but it will be at a level you can handle so there nothing to worry about but if your abilities do become to strong for you to handle you can always ask for it to be lowered. Your abilities will only fade away if you let them. Actually they don't fade away they just turn off like a power button, you can turn it off or on. If you ever have any questions about your abilities you can always ask your spirit guide for help.
NormanTrollip (2 posts)
10 years ago (2013-05-26)
Hi Amanda. I am going through the same changes at the moment but also found a lot of answers. Feel free to email me if you wish trollip.n [at] will be glad to help if I can:)
MandyBeex3 (1 stories) (4 posts)
10 years ago (2013-05-26)
also the bow down thing with the guy voice means to accept and embrace the other side which has to do with heaven because that's what's making you stronger. Your becoming your true self.
MandyBeex3 (1 stories) (4 posts)
10 years ago (2013-05-26)
you sound just like me my name is Amanda and I'm 21:) I am a natural born medium with many abilities and it sounds to me that you are too. Everyone gains there abilities at different times but it has to be the right time. I believe your seeing the word healer in your head because that's who you are and what you do.

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