I have always been psychic for as long as I remember. And I'm 62 now.
In middle school I was called "Martian" and avoided like the plague as I would predict what someone would say, if the teacher was going to drop the eraser, what someone did the night before, etc. I was not a popular person and it's where I learned to keep things to myself.
Out of high school I was offered an (almost full) scholarship at a good university in art. I was a very good artist. My parents would not allow me to go to school there because "there were too many hippies". I refused to go to the Lutheran College they selected as I was, and am, an atheist.
Also, out of high school, I started practicing out of body episodes and would, as an example, float above my girlfriend's bed when she had friends over and listen to the conversation, tell them what magazines they were reading, where they put it when they were done, where the ashtray ended up, etc. So, that was the end of that relationship.
So I got drafted. Now that another very long story as I would stay up nights studying Army Regulations and was a terrible soldier (got an honorable discharge in 13 months). Anyway, this ability continued for many years until I went to college at 30 for an Engineering degree. I'm an extremely good engineer as I can think things through thoroughly and extremely logically.
This seemed to be a turning point.
I no longer seem to have much artist ability.
My psychic abilities have been suppressed now for many years. I have occasional moments and can, when I meet someone, "know" the person. I can do this pretty much 100% of the time.
So, the reason for all of this rambling is how do I get these abilities back? Any suggestions?