How Do I Identify Myself? And Where Do I Go From Here

Thanks for your time! I think this is a great resource.

I was 18 years old. And I was driven to the emergency room by my family. They didn't know what to think. I didn't understand what I was doing. I noticed that certain people and objects had strong energies and I was attracted to them. I was walking around in a manic state, my aura completely open and receiving everything.

I noticed that the emergency room nurse had a ring which had a lot of energy. And we had a conversation about how her husband was abusing her and I thought she should dump him.

I outed my father for experimenting with another man. A very intimate secret of his.

I channeled my dead grandfather's spirit to give my mother closure from his death. By mimicking his facial expressions and mannerisms and speech. He died when I was two years old.

These were extreme examples. Later My sense toned down and more relevant to me now are these experiences.

I can instinctively know what has the most energy in the room.

I can feel certain segments of my aura open and tingle through my body like a warm wave

My fingers and toes tingle at times. Mostly my left middle finger.

I see black dots leaving people. Floating above people. Floating in front of me. I have examined the possibility of a degenerative tissue in the eye causing floaters. But my experience with black dots is not consistent enough, and I believe this is attributed to the spiritual realm as well.

I see large flashes of light at times. I have thought of the possibility of lack of oxygen and don't think that is an issue.

I easily feel what others are feeling. Not as powerful as a few years ago.

This is me. Please respond with any insight or suggested reading.

Thanks for your time and may God bless