I have always known I was different. I was always the social wallflower and anti social butterfly. Always felt as if I was different like I was the only one. Felt like I didn't know who I was or why I was on earth feeling alienated. Here I am 21 years old and am figuring it out more every single day. I am a strong empath I think it has to do with being psychic too. I get very overwhelmed in feelings of myself let alone, everyone else. I feel what everyone else feels. Not only that. I know why and the reason nine times out of ten.
Another thing, I have a growing warm orange glowing energy within me. It's growing more and more every day. It's positive and I know that I have the power to heal. I can put my hands on someone and fill their areas of grey with my energy of orange if you understand that. I started receiving my powers when I started dabbling into spirituality and awakening... I know I can heal with my hands, and my mind. I have healed my fiance many times. He can feel it when I do it. I can literally put my hand on someone's shoulder that is hysterically crying and use my energy to calm them in a matter of 3 minutes.
It's a lot to take in honestly. I just am now figuring it all out. I can feel energy. I mean really feel it. It's overwhelming to me depending on the situation. I am psychic in the sense of, strong intuition. I am not wrong. Everyone always asks me "should I..." and I will tell them yes or no. I am never wrong. I know I am a healer. It all makes sense to me. I'm the backbone of my family I'm everyone's counselor. Everyone's backbone, everyone's guiding spirit so they say. I'm just now figuring it all out. I'm filled with a lot of confusion and appreciative for these abilities. If anyone would like to add in to this, even help me try to understand that would be great. I'm confused. ~loveandlight