Let me begin by saying that for most of my teens and 20's, I thought that there was just something wrong with me. I didn't know that dreaming about something and then it happening was anything other than coincidence. Deja vue dreams started for me around middle school, to the best of my knowledge.
It happened so frequently that it really disturbed me. Granted it was never anything of significance.
I have also had reoccurring nightmares since I was a child, some very violent and always directed towards me. I thought that if the other dreams happened, maybe someone I love is going to do these horrible things. (The thought process of a 12 year old). While I sometimes have horrible nightmares or vivid dreams, I haven't had any prophetic or deja vue dreams in years.
I grew up in a family where my parents weren't spiritual and my grandparents were religious. I was taught that "looking to the stars" was forbidden and I'd go to hell. Around 14 I prayed that the strange things I felt and dreamed would go away. I ignored most of it so long it went dormant, so to speak.
I experienced a lot of trauma as a child and into my early teens from people I trusted, so naturally I became a complete introvert. I married at 21, that was a mistake.
One evening he was going to go somewhere and I said don't go, I have a bad feeling something will happen. Naturally he went anyway. 3 hours later, I get a phone call that he was arrested.
Fast forward 13 years later, divorced him after 9 years and took him back in 2. He came home one day and said he was moving, kicked me out and said goodbye. The funny part to that boring tid-bit is, I knew he was going to leave me 3 weeks before he did. It was an odd feeling that I had not experienced in years.
I couldn't explain how or why I knew, I just did. 1 week after that, I told a coworker who was concerned about things not getting better at work to be patient. He asked me what I meant and I told him I had a feeling that there were changes coming. He looked at me like I was a nut and thought I had some inside knowledge. Sure enough, 2 weeks later there was a complete overhaul of the menu, new operations implemented and a new kitchen manager. I about crapped myself.
2 things that I couldn't possibly have known came to pass. Then I knew that everything I had thought had left me, didn't. I think that the gifts that are starting to manifest were waiting until I was ready to listen.
I also have a friend who is an empath. I have talked to her about a few things and she told me that she already knew I was "sensitive". I just laughed and said, I'm glad one of us did.
I'm not sure that I can classify yet where I fit. I have feelings about things, but I don't know anything more than the feeling. I think that I may feel energies or vibrations. I can usually figure out who someone is in 1 short conversation or less if they make me feel weird. Any help for this totally out of place, feeling crazy lady would be amazing.