Since I was a child I could see spirits. My family thought I was jus trying to get attention. It went away for a while, but now I just see them but not as a person. I see pictures when I close my eyes. Not like sleeping but even just a blink. When I got with my partner it got worse. I started hearing people screaming but I wouldn't see anyone. I have been told it is because my partner is from Mexico an grew up practicing white magic. I want to help the spirits an be able to communicate with them. I just don't know which books or websites are legit in helping me on my journey.
I have tried google but just get books that are made up stories. I'm in the army and I deploy soon. I don't think that me not being able to control my gift will make it any easier while I'm there. I have been told in my cards that I have great powers that I just haven't figured out how to use them. I'm from deep in the woods so getting help on this kind of stuff is really hard. I just need a little help so I can help other. Yes, all this stuff is new an weird to me but that don't mean I'm not open to help these lost spirits. Or even let them help me if that's what they are trying to do. I just have no clue what to do. Any little tiny piece of advice would help right bout now.
If anyone has any websites or know any books that could help me that would be greatly appreciated. Well thank you all for taking the time to read this, and if you can help me all the help I can get would be amazing. Could it be passed down through DNA because my grandpa seen spirits to an I can an my daughter talks to her sister who died at a young age.