Since a series of unfortunate events I have been dealing with energy issues. In a nutshell I was blasted with some kind of unseen energy.
I have since been to see shamans, energy workers and such.
While I am thankful for many things, I find I am mostly exhausted.
I have see and experienced many things on this journey.
Before the main unfortunate event I would not have said I was psychic or had any potential to be so. However I have always been sensitive to others emotions. My dreams have always been interesting and they sometimes refer to future events.
After the energy slam I have seen ghosts, sometimes known things, and had a parade of symbolic images. I have also experienced headaches, energy drains, bruises, been knocked to the ground by unseen forces etc. I was overwelmed and I am still struggling.
The most difficult thing now is knowing who to trust. I guess I have always been a trusting person. It is a sad thing to have to go through life so guarded. It is frustrating to be under attack under the noses of those I care for and rather than get support I have to protect them from the knowledge of what I am going through.
On tv people have no trouble believing in all manner of strange things. Not only do people believe the characters experiences but they
Rally beside them providing support and problem solving.
In regular life even the enlightened want to deny such an experience.
If I was attention seeking I am sure I could find some less painful way to go about getting attention.
Anyway I am glad to find a place where at least I can talk freely.
So back to energy issues.
My most recent issues...
Uncomfortable energy around my heart chakra and under my shoulder blades.
I have been taught to smudge but my family doesn't like this. I still do it but not to the level I probably need. I have also been taught things like surround yourself in white light. Sometimes I bath in a salt bath and or place an egg at the points that are uncomfortable.
I mention this in case it helps others.
I welcome positive non freaking out responses.