When I was 7 just before bed time I gazed out my window to see a ball of light that made me feel safe and relaxed. My father caught me and told me to stop talking to the window and go to bed. I do not remember talking to it. What was it?
When I was 21 I had an out of body experience. I was telling myself to awaken as my 1 year old son had stopped breathing. I can remember looking down at myself which gives me the shivers every time I think of it. Is this common?
When I was 22 I learnt to meditate. I was reaching a meditation point of complete numbness. I saw objects and heard voices and from a particular meditation session was told to learn the tarot.
At the age of 25 lots of weird things started to happen. I would be doing the dishes and started to see things, I would have a bath and it would be more intense. One time I saw an acquaintance working on his car, he was taking the engine out with a pulley system, one of the chains snapped and killed him. I was really torn between telling him or not. I did not want to come off as a nut job. I went to see him he was not home so I explained to his wife what I saw. She believed me only due to the fact that this guy was due to pull that engine out that very weekend. On the Saturday night I got a call from her thanking me. He took what I told her on board and stood along side the vehicle not in front, the chain did snap and would have crushed him had he been standing in front.
From this point things just got more intense, I would walk past a person in a night club and sense things, I even saved a young ladies life one night as she planned to commit suicide. Knowing what people were going to say and do and I became very afraid.
Even more afraid when whilst meditating I could feel someone standing over me. Every time from that point on when ever I would meditate and did not listen I would wake up with pains. In different parts of the body. Is this common?
It got to a point where I could not be in a bath and was wearing gloves to do the dishes. I stopped doing tarot readings as I was afraid of what was going to happen next. The most particular thing about all the things I stopped doing was when I stopped reading tarot everything stopped. I can not be away from my tarot cards though as I feel an emptiness when they are not near. Should it be this way?
I have chose to ignore all my senses and I am now afraid. I know the rules of this site but I really need to know what I am and what is going on. I have an 8 month old daughter from my new relationship and I know she has the same. I want to protect her but until I know what is going on myself I can not. These are just a few things that have happened but the most pivotal to my story.