This is something that has been bothering me for quite some time. I am a happily married young women who had the most life changing experience. I feel like I am treading a fine line with putting too much info out there so bare with me with my somewhat limited details. I just feel like this person I'm getting ready to write about could possibly come across this.
A few years ago due to life I came in contact with a man. It was nothing unusual. I met him at his place of employment and I was a client. The first time we met I didn't pay much attention to him. But the second time I immediately connected to him. It freaked me out. This wasn't like typical chemistry that I have with my husband. This was full blown "How the heck do I know you?! Who ARE you!?" I immediately saw a white car in my mind when I saw this man and knew at one point in his life he smoked cigarettes. It was random, it was bazaar and I was fascinated.
Weirdly enough everytime this man looked at me I could tell he was puzzled. His eyes would just stare at me in awe. When we would talk it was like I was talking to myself. He was the male version of me. His mannerisms, jokes, everything was me. I just had to know more about him. I realized the more I saw him the more in awe I was of him. Let me remind you this was NOT an affair. But I knew that I had to keep my distance because with our incredible connection I knew things could turn ugly very fast. It wasn't that I was physically attracted to this man. Actually when I would look at him I felt not much. But when we would talk I felt like I had found my other half. I was so scared. We were both married. I was scared that since I never felt this intense connection with my husband that it meant I was never meant to be with my husband. It wasn't for some time that I realized that what I felt toward this man was not normal.
Sometimes I would be driving in my car and instantly feel him. Out of no where. I could not get him out of my head. I just wanted to scream "WHO ARE YOU?!?!". I just wanted to know more, and more.
It's been a few years and life has crossed our paths a few times. Since we can go months or a year at a time without seeing one another the intensity is dwindling. Still, I cannot stop wondering who this man is. What was that bazaar connection. I wish one of us had the guts to come out and say what we were both thinking.
I just want to be free of this. I just want to know the whole purpose of it? Anyone with a similar story? Is this some type of psychic connection? Thanks =)