I've always been precognitive since I was little and also slightly empathic. I have never met anyone like me so I convinced myself to ignore what I could do and eventually the visions dwindled away to the point of almost going away entirely.
I finished high school and I worked with someone who I idolized and through talking I found she was a Wiccan. I had been wanting to strengthen my precognitive abilities for a while but just didn't know how. She helped me a lot and told me to try meditation.
So here we are a few months later and I have been meditating and it's been working amazingly. I even saw a face in one of my meditation sessions that turned out to be someone on the news.
Two days ago I tried to meditate and it wasn't working like it normally should. The pictures were very slow coming and blurry. So I tried to make myself see a certain picture that I had no problem seeing before (I've been working on seeing specific subjects) and it felt like I was hit my a mental brick wall. I know that sounds dumb but that's what it felt like. After that I saw nothing. I tried two different times between then and now to see anything and I've gotten nothing. I'm at a loss because my Wiccan friend isn't very good at meditation and she has no idea what could have happened.
Is something blocking me? And if so what could it be? Or am I all of a sudden losing what I can do? I'm really freaking out because for the first time in my life I felt real and not just a big lie. Please help me if you can.