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Indigo? Different Take On The World?

 

I won't share too many details, other than that I'm a 16 year old female. I've done research on my own and have played with the idea that I'm an indigo child, but I figured I would ask the experts here.

My first "weird" experience was when I was four. I was laying in bed with the door open (I never sleep with the door) with my mom when I saw these beings walk into the room, one by one. They were ghost-like, translucent, and clear as day. I wasn't dreaming. They were wearing old clothes, from the late 1800's I believe. My mom didn't see them, but I know I wasn't dreaming.

I've been able to predict songs that come up on the radio, and knowing who's going to call and all that jazz. I also have a knack for knowing when someone's lying. Lies never get past me. Ever.

I have very bipolar feelings. I either feel things strongly or I don't feel anything at all. I'm either all in or not in at all. I prefer to be alone, although I do enjoy the company of people sometimes. I'm strong willed. I can be incredibly kind, but also very cold. I've experimented with religion but ultimately I don't believe in a stereotypical "God". It doesn't seem to fit in the scheme of it all. I'm usually kind of lazy (I get distracted incredibly easily and my thoughts wander like crazy. I can never stay focused.) but when I find something I'm interested in or passionate about, you can't keep me away. I can be INCREDIBLY passionate about things, like animal and human rights. I'm that crazy semi-vegan chick who's preaching love and happiness. I get called a hippie sometimes as I don't believe in war or violence and I want to stop it. I love to travel, get lost, and explore. I'm very musical as well.

I'm fascinated with flying and space, and have been since I was little. I read that indigo children have remarkable eyes, and I always get comments on my big green eyes. Tons. I have a terrible memory. I love to learn but hate the educational system. I also dislike sharing. I have reasons though.

IMPORTANT! Lately, I've felt almost "awakened". I feel like i'm seeing the world differently than everyone else, like there's more out there and that this world is so beautiful and humans are destroying it. I've felt like the majority of mankind is disgusting and vile, and have no morals or sense. It disgusts me to the point where I feel physically sick. I've been really secluded and done a lot of thinking, and I almost feel like I'm not from this world. Like there's no way I'm from a planet where the majority of people are so disgusting. I'm not saying I'm better than them, but I just feel different. I don't know why, but all of a sudden I'm interested in spirituality. I feel like I just understand the world differently than most.

SORRY FOR THE NOVEL, but I'm really seeking some guidance.

Much love,

Eyesthatwander.

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Swordsoflight (6 stories) (90 posts)
 
7 years ago (2015-01-20)
What I usually do is take a breath.
Think, "Why do I feel like this?" Or "Is this my own emotion?"
That helps me a lot. Try your best to hone your ability! When you grow more, your strengths grow more.
(-<),
-Silver
eyesthatwander (1 stories) (3 posts)
 
7 years ago (2015-01-19)
IndigoEvelyn-- yes! It's strange how we can feel so connected and so disconnected. I get the same feeling that I'm not from here, although it sounds crazy to say it. I always refer to people as "humans" as well, lol. Feel free to email if you would like, I'd love to talk more!
eyesthatwander (1 stories) (3 posts)
 
7 years ago (2015-01-19)
Swordsoflight- YES. Intense mood swings for no reason. I'll get upset or angry and then be fine. But I can't shake the moods once it happens.
eyesthatwander (1 stories) (3 posts)
 
7 years ago (2015-01-19)
eleiriel-- I don't think you could have described me more perfectly. I do believe I love fully or not at all. I do feel so disgusted by the treatment of animals and humans, just like you. I do feel like I'm at a crossroads and I'm not sure what to do next. I will for sure read your comments. Thank you!
IndigoEvelyn333 (1 stories) (2 posts)
 
7 years ago (2015-01-15)
I'm really not sure if I'm indigo, or something else. I just don't like trying to put anyone (including myself) in a category.
But I am going through the same thing... Pretty much everything you're going through.
Sometimes, at night, my little sister and I just stay up talking about stuff like how humans messed up the world so much... (Ok that kind of sounded weird when I put humans; I don't know how else to put it.)
I am supposed to be doing homework right now, but I got so distracted.
There are lots of others like you. In fact, just searching "indigo children" will give you about a thousand different people. Although you probably have seen everything.
Sometimes you feel SO DIFFERENT from everyone else. At moments you'll think, "Wait a second... They're wrong. About EVERYTHING." There are times when you'll feel so CONNECTED to everything... And others where, you don't quite know why, but you feel so utterly disconnected that for a second, you question if you're really still on Earth.
I think that you just need to keep going. You don't need to go out of your way to tell anyone why you do what you do. And if the teasing starts, just know that you still have friends and family. You still have everything.
😁
Swordsoflight (6 stories) (90 posts)
 
7 years ago (2015-01-15)
I'm going through the same thing! HIPPIES UNITE! 😆
In all seriousness, though: Its good you have a starting point for your journey. What you choose to learn is up to you, and what you think is up to you. Nobody can force this on you. Remember that.
Anywho, you COULD be an empath, since you mentioned a strong connection with humans and animals. Do you ever have mood swings for no reason (No "lady" reason either;3) or know when someone's upset or scared?
Peace!
-Silver
eleiriel (guest)
 
7 years ago (2015-01-14)
also I don't believe in the stereotypical god either I think that a book that has been rewrittten so many times over the ages, can't possibly be right, I feel that their a lot of lies and falsities in organized religion. I don't actually know everything about the spirit realm or even the light aka what people call heaven. I don't pretend to. I leave myself open minded at the possibilities.
eleiriel (guest)
 
7 years ago (2015-01-14)
i went through an awakening some time ago. I'm an indigo and a hippie too.

When I first awakened I felt disgusted by the human race and how they treat animals, other humans, and the world. I ranted and raved and wrote a lot about how it hurt me to see this.

And as i've awakened I have seen so much beauty in the world. I get sad a lot at the cruelty of humans. Over time I found my perspective changed quite a lot.
I believe people were reincarnated to learn and grow, and sometimes people put up a fight and fight their destiny. And they make bad choices that effect those around them. I guess after I went through the beginning of my awakening I after awhile I couldn't hate anyone or feel disgusted anymore, I just felt sad and sad for the people who do those things. I believe were here to learn and feel about universal love and to help others awaken, I think indigo's are here to shake things up. I have a blog that is on a link on my profile that has stuff that i've gone through during my spiritual awakening.

And I can tell when someone's lying as well.

Indigo's feel stuff deeply and very passionately and compassionately. They love fully they don't love only half way.

I don't think being an indigo makes you any type of disorder. You have a special talent. Try reading all the comments I posted for missanimationphan

It might help some. Though you may have read it already I dunno.

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