Five years ago I was involved with an emotionally abusive man. I knew that I was trapped in this relationship, unable to break free. I knew, it was damaging for my soul, and yet, I had no control over what was happening, due to a childhood trauma that affected my personal relationships.
Jason's negative influence was so strong that I felt it on all levels. Things went wrong, things that had nothing to do with my relationship. The situation at work wasn't the best and I was financially broke. Things weren't working out the way I wanted and I felt, my whole life was spinning out of control. I needed a divine intervention and one day it happened.
I was sitting outside when a little dog ran into my yard. After her two guys came. The owner of the dog caught her and said sorry to me. It was the guy who lived in a house across the road from me. And after that day I started feeling curious about him. Even though he was gorgeous, I didn't feel attracted to him, all I wanted was to talk to him and to find out who he was. I didn't know why I felt this way.
Then one night I had a dream. In this dream me and that guy from across the road were kissing. I woke up feeling as if my heart was going to jump out of my chest. I couldn't stop thinking about the dream and I started feeling that I was becoming interested in this man, that I wanted more than just to talk to him. The day after the dream was also a day when I knew, I was over Jason. Just like that, I had no feelings left for him and I was ready to break up. As if that one dream has changed me.
After the dream the man's dog has ran away a few more times and every time he came here to pick her up. He never said much, only 'sorry'.
One day I was thinking about him and I 'saw' school in my mind's eye. I knew immediately that his work had to do something with school. The next day I decided to walk home from work past school and his car was parked there! I found out his name too, it was John. And a lot of weird things started happening I would think of him and then, a few minutes later I would ran into him.
The dreams about John were persistent and soon after I experienced the first case of astral traveling with him. It was at night when I (my astral body) crossed the road and went to his place. After that night there was more astral traveling, it was happening just about every night. I would exit my body and go to his place. I knew, it had to mean something. He had to be my soul mate from my past life and I was sure, we would end up together in this lifetime too.
Shortly after that first dream I broke up with Jason and it seemed that everything in my life was going back to normal. Things were improving fast, as if John was an angel who saved me from a disaster. A few years back a psychic told me what my soul mate looked like and John fit the description. She said, he would be tall and blonde with green eyes. However, I knew that his looks were the only thing she got right. I don't know why but I felt, I knew more about my soul mate than she did. I had a vision about one of my past lives when John and I were together. There was Jason in this vision too. He was my husband, the man I was forced to marry but I wasn't in love with him. I was in love with John, a poor guy who my family could never accept.
John and I fled from England to America but my husband and my father came after us and tried to shoot John when I covered his body with mine and got shot instead. John wanted to kill my husband and my father but they shot him too. We both lost our lives but I would have rather died than lived my life with a man I didn't love.
The vision made perfect sense. I saved John in our past life and in this life he came here to save me. What I didn't know was that it was all he was there for. We have never ended up together in this life, he left town and I knew, it was meant to be this way. We had a 'relationship' on an astral dimension, not this. On this dimension we only spoke once. I found out that he wasn't a sort of a person that I would want to get involved with. It was so confusing until I understood one very valuable thing. In this life John was a different person. He had a different personality, he probably looked different too, it was his soul that was still the same because soul never changes. It was his soul that saved me while John - the person had no idea what was going on.
The strangest thing though wasn't this whole experience with my soul mate. I had a friend who at exactly the same time but on the other end of the country was going through exactly the same experiences as me. There was a man in her life who she thought, was her soul mate. They were astral traveling together without having any relationship on a physical level. The man was Croatian and his name was Ivan. And we both knew that Ivan is a Slavec version of English name John. I know that Jen (my friend) and I are twin souls but I still haven't figured out what sort of a connection we had. I have a few theories but no real answers.
Now, five years later, I have met my real soul mate. He looks like John. We have been together for a year now and have a beautiful five months old son. He doesn't know the story of my other soul mate and he never will. But to this day I feel that John has saved my life. I feel like I was touched by an angel.
***The names in a story have been changed to protect privacy.***