Ever since I was young, I have had very strong abilities in seeing spirits/ghosts and in hearing them. I also had really good intuition and the ability to have visions, empathy, see auras, and a few other things. The last time I can remember a strong connection to my abilities was when I was seventeen. Now I am nineteen and I have lost almost everything.
I still have some intuition, but it isn't nearly as strong as it used to be, and it isn't as clear. I don't have visions anymore and I am not an empath anymore. I have the ability to judge what another person is feeling, but I think it is just deductions. One of my abilities also used to be to sense things through touch, but that is also gone.
When it comes to seeing and hearing things that has also completely gone. I used to be able to sense if they were near me, talk to them, hear them, and see them clearly. Now I can do none of that. I also could see aura very well and had a very good feel for those around me. When it came to those things it did become overwhelming, but I do want to know if there is any way to get my abilities back.
There are still a few abilities that I have, but now I do not remember if they are normal or not. I see these random colors in the night. There are these dots that are everywhere. At night I used to see blobs of color that used to move around and leave a streak of color behind along with the dots, but now I no longer see the blobs, but just see the dots. They can be kind of obnoxious, but they give me a sense of calmness. Also like I have said before I still have some of my intuition. I also still have the ability to sense other people when they are around me even when I am alseep and I still feel like something is watching me like I used to when I was still able to sense spirits and ghosts, but I don't see anything.
I know in the past I used to complain about my abilities, but it feels like a part of me is missing once they left me. I don't know how to unlock them or if I even can.
Can anyone help me?