I'm pretty young (under 15).
I've had my first paranormal experience at the age of 4.
I was pretty shocked. It was my first time i've seen a dark spirit.
After a traumatic event at the age of 11 I've changed dramatically.
My character changed from: ''Cute, Happy, optimistic and bubbly''
To: ''Cold, sometimes depressed for no reason''
My mom keeps telling me that she hates the way my personality changed.
It kind of bothers me. However. I want to talk about the first thing, the dreaming part. Okay. I have a lot to say about dreams.
I dream about what will happen, which is pretty normal to me, but people tell me that it isn't. I dream of people I don't know, but I know them in that dream! Also I dream in third person, I just found out that it isn't normal at ALL. Also, life doesn't feel real to me like at all. - Could someone explain me this?: (
I got the memory of someone else?! When I look at people I remember them altho I don't know them, I get like a odd flashbacks, but then I don't remember then flashbacks...
(IMPORTANT THING: I do see ghosts, and feel them, everynight which might be strange but I got used to it. No one really helped me yet. Also it feel like I'm not in my body and someone else is controlling it... I feel like i'm not normal anymore: (I also self harm and have the urge to smoke although I haven't done it before, I need to get rid of that feeling, or else i'll do it uncontrollable.)
Please help me? ♥
Sorry for the long text i'm so thankful if you read this whole thing!
Btw: sorry for my poor english.
Love x ♥