I seem to know when death visits my family or friends. I also seem to be able to know when there is trouble around or if the trouble is emotional. This really just started when I was fourteen. We were living with my grandpa and his girlfriend. I remember this because my mom looked at me like I was a freak or possessed either one. My mother had a friend named Charles who came to see us about twice to three times a week. He was friendly and caring.
One day he brought his fiancee to meet us. I was sitting on the couch reading a book ignoring my grandpa's snoring when they came in. I happened to look up, because I felt this strange pulling sensation that sent my spine and mind to tingling. When I saw her eyes they were so dark, she practically tried to stay away from me the whole time she was there. I didn't know exactly what it was that had bothered me.
When Charles finally got ready to leave she acted as if I had burned her or something. I really don't know how I figured this out, which confuses me a great deal. When she left before I could stop my self I told my mom exactly what she was doing. I said "Momma, you need to tell Charles that his soon to be wife is stealing money from him, her job, and the housing development it will put him in financial ruin..." She just rolled her eyes and said I had a very vivid imagination.
I just went on about my daily life for about two weeks when Charles came to pay us a visit with tears in his eyes. He told me exactly what I had told my mom that night when they left. When he told my mother she just gave me this look. It made me feel bad, and I stopped telling her the stuff I seen in almost everyone's eyes.
It seems to me as if I'm looking into windows that won't shut. I'm hardly ever surprised anymore. I can tell peoples moods over half the time and I can also tell why they are upset or why they are in these mood. So can anyone tell me how I can at least train myself to shut it off or how to turn it down a little please.
I'm eighteen now and I have been having horrible dreams that come true like when my favorite dog died right in front of my eyes. I seem to not be able to stop what happens no matter what I do. I can't sleep, I lose my appetite, because of the dreams I have of certain missing people in town they always turn up, but they have either been harmed sexually or they ran away but came back because they could not handle being alone.
P.S So what do I do to help, because if I told my mom she would fling holy water at me or if I told anyone around town they would look at me as a freak of nature or a crazy person. I'm scared, tired, and I want to have a little bit of surprise in my life. I also want to stop seeing people or animals I love die in my dreams then seeing it or coming home again. I should only have to go through death once not all the time. Please tell me what you know I can understand if you don't believe me it's an incredible story even to me the one that experiences this stuff. Thanks