When I was 11 years old, at school, I started drawing a graveyard, death and a grave in which I wrote my father's name, with death standing beside it, around a year later he died, at the time I didn't think about much about it, to me it was just a drawing that meant nothing but my own stupidity for imagining my father's death, and after that nothing happened until 2 years ago while I was with some friends I started getting a feeling that I had already gone through that moment, I remembered seeing it all in a dream, I started recalling every moment for that afternoon, and what freaked me out is that in the dream I remember seeing myself in those situations as if I was watching from above, ever since that day i've been able to predict a lot of things but something doesn't feel right, it's like I'm missing something, that I should be doing something that I just can't figure out, or that I shouldn't be here, not now. I've told my mother about this since she and my aunt are into some spiritual things like Tarot and energies, but they couldn't give me answers, I want to be able to control this gift in a way that I can use it more efficiently so that I can try to make sense of what's been happening for the last two years, I just have no idea where to start and would be really glad if anyone could help me, also when I was younger I remember waking up in the middle of night and seeing four shadows beside my bed all talking to eachother, as if they were discussing something, but one of the shadows, which I think was a woman was just staring at me, I didn't feel scared or anything at the time, I actually felt peace coming from her, I have no idea what to think about any of this, I often doubt my gift, but shortly after something happens that makes me believe in it again, if there's anyone that could guide me and help me understand what has been going on I would be forever grateful.
I apologize for the english since it is not my native language.
Thank you.
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