My name is Marinda, and if you have read my last story you know how I see demons and they have affected me too. Though what I have always wonder is why do the demons hurt me and scare me I was a little girl I think I even saw them as a baby. My daddy has told me how when I was a baby I always woke up during 1-3 and I know that's the time demons usually affect us. Though I have only see a hand full of demons in my life so I question my gift. I do see orbs and random shapes and things of that sort but I always see static but I don't know why. I don't know why I see these things why I only see evil. I saw how a lot of people see angels or fairys or some have pure souls. Does that mean my soul is evil I know I sin but I try my best not too I just want to be the best and nicest person I can be because I strve for good. Though all things in my life are evil. Also one last thing am I bringing evil to other peoples lives because one of my demons possessed my friend and I was told by another that they see things now. I just I don't want to bring harm in others lives its one thing if its me because I am used to it but I don't want to hurt anyone. Also one last question I promise last nice I was sleeping in my sistsister in laws parents house along side with my nieces. Well I sadly couldn't sleep good because I am terrified of the dark because I really do not want to see a demon again. Though when I was laying down suddenly I saw green light all around me every where I looked it followed me. Though this has happened since I was little I would see colored lights, and every where I looked they followed. Is this something to so with my eyes or is it spiritual. I pray one day I get all these answers but even if I don't I just am glad people want to help me.
Thank you for listening I just wish I had answers